aram_belle

You cant see the things going on in my head.
          	You cant hear the words I utter with every curse you said.
          	You cant notice my pain because I hide them real deep,
          	You cant feel my happiness cause I too hide it real deep.
          	
          	My emotions had run dry.
          	I strive to silence the whisperers in my head.
          	Not the depressed state of mind.
          	Just a head full of thoughts so bizarre, 
          	It exists on a different plane.

aram_belle

You cant see the things going on in my head.
          You cant hear the words I utter with every curse you said.
          You cant notice my pain because I hide them real deep,
          You cant feel my happiness cause I too hide it real deep.
          
          My emotions had run dry.
          I strive to silence the whisperers in my head.
          Not the depressed state of mind.
          Just a head full of thoughts so bizarre, 
          It exists on a different plane.

aram_belle

Cancer
          
          Masked observer in this tainted society,
          Breathing this putrid air, we move fast.
          Wandering with shadowed authority,
          Playing the cards of trickery and trust.
          
          Walking the streets freely at night,
          Chained to the dark thoughts inside.
          Fist ready on the side to fight,
          Circumspect thoughts all kicked aside.
          
          A macabre story of truth and lies,
          Verity relies on majority's bidding.
          Friends started to severe ties,
          We shamed but nobody's winning.

aram_belle

The humdrums of the night stirs me awake
          The thoughts in my head contending.
          They were brimming but my mouth's deceiving.
          Hand scheming to vanish a brain thats screaming.
          
          Bring out the shovel and the pipe.
          We're here for the season.
          We go deep and dig deeper
          Until we see the reason for the purpose.

aram_belle

JUST NOW
          
          i never knew what it meant but i just wrote it,
          hoping that someone could understand.
          i never knew how you'll see it,
          but the words are meant for you.
          
          hope that you'll find the reason to believe,
          never will i bother you again.
          i heard you for the first time,
          and i don't know what i feel.
          
          those words came out in the right time,
          but what i felt for you will never change.
          you said it when i'm away,
          the message will always bug my mind,
          
          you should have told me a million times before,
          so that my mind would not be stuck with all this miseries.
          you should have told me how i mean to you,
          for me to understand the reason of my existence.