hello all I might not be updating at all but I'm stuck at 1.3 chapter

I never really wanted to say 
this out but I really admire a 
girl I met in a game iruna 
who is so much better than 
me in stories and really talented in solving arguments I decided and made her my queen in my heart and someday I wish to surpass that queen and to be able to meet her someday and the most important thing in my life is that I'm not able to walk, yet as I believe that I will rise up and reach my queen