-martha🪐

Thank you so much for reading my story and voting!  

Thank you so much for following me and for voting for Let's Go; I really appreciate you reading it and your support!! <3

Hi there!! Thank you so much for the likes on my story, it means the world to me❤️ hope you are enjoying it :) 

The fact that I created this account just when I started 7th grade and right now I’m a senior in high school leaves such a bittersweet feeling inside of me. 
          
          Almost a six year journey of personal growth, identity struggles, lots of tears, physical and -mainly- mental health battles, losses, once in a lifetime moments, people that changed my life for the better, people that hurt me, internet friends, dreams that came true, wishes that are still hidden deep in my heart, all of it. Makes me think how life does move pretty fast and if you don’t stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
          
          There are so many things I want to write and say, but I’m absolutely overwhelmed by feelings of nostalgia, sadness, gratefulness and awe. This place feels like home. From the very first Alex Tuner imagine my 12 y/o self read  here, to the pieces of art I come across daily by so many talented people,  I’m almost in tears thinking of all these moments that are such a big part of my writing journey and adolescence.
          
          Take care of yourselves. Love yourselves. This journey isn’t long, but  it’s yours. It’s your wattpad story, coming of age movie, comfort series, you name it. It belongs to you. Just make sure that you don’t lose yourself in the process.
          
          -M.

ARCTIC MONKEYS AND THE 80S? HELL YEAH!

BABE CAN I HAVE THE LINK OF THE PHOTO IN YOUR BACKGROUND (THE ONE OF THE OUTSIDERS CAST TOGETHER)? It's fine if you don't have it anymore. 

We have a lot of things in common :D

Dear River, 
          I know you will never see this.
          I know I will never be able to see you in real life, hold your hand, look into those beautiful blue eyes of yours and tell you how much of an impact your personality and voice had on me.
          I know words hold little to no importance when it comes to how unfairly the world treated you.
          However, I’m still hoping.
          Hoping that you are watching us from above, knowing that your legacy still lives on and that millions of people are affected by your voice and being, even if you are not here with us.
          I’m hoping you are somewhere peaceful, running in a field of sunflowers while the sunset is decorating the sky, where there is no pain and sorrow, where the souls are free.
          My sweet angel, happy 51th birthday. 
          You left way too soon, way too early for all the things you had to offer. 
          When I saw you two years ago, that afternoon on October 27, I knew you weren’t just a pretty celebrity I came across the internet that I’d forget at some point. 
          You were an inspiration, an eye opener on the topics of animal abuse, environmentalism and veganism, and a beautiful soul I got to know throughout your movies and interviews.
          My sweet River, it feels so painful to know that the world failed you. It failed to see how much of a star you were, and decided to take your spark away.
          You were worth so much.
          You were worth millions of planets and starts and galaxies and universes.
          I like to believe that we are soulmates. Two souls made of the same material, who were separated before they even got the chance to meet each other. But, I’ll be forever grateful that I found out about you. Even if I was 26 years late.
          I hope I meet you soon, my Rio.
          For now, I’ll look at the sky and picture you up there, looking down on us with a smile on your celestial face.
          You ran, River.
          You ran to the rescue with love.
          I’m pretty sure peace followed;
          Just not on this universe.
          ❤️
          
          
          -martha 

just turned 16 and i’m so surprised with myself that i made it ‘till here.
          <3

i feel like a stalker but HEY