Mara

Hey @areyoudoingokay I was wondering if I could use the disappearance of tommy for a pod fic Chanel on Spotify:) I would (of course) give you full credit! And I hope you’re having a good day/night:)

So I have been on a break for a while, and I haven’t really thought about writing at all during that time. I guess I already said goodbye to writing for now, but I never actually said goodbye to all of you.
          
          Thank you, it’s been perfect. Reading all the nice things you guys say, and all the motivating messages I have gotten has helped me a lot. I appreciate you guys. I’ll see you guys down the road, but I’m going to have to leave for now.
          
          (Why is this so…dramatic?)
          
          
          Thank you, I love you all.
          
          Bye for now.

I’m exasperated.
          
          
          I feel bad for not putting any chapters out as frequently as I would like, but whenever I go to write them out I get tired and give up. 
          
          I should just take a nap and stuff, but whenever I wake up I still don’t feel like I can write? I’m just gonna take it slow, see what I can do and how far I can go before I burn myself out for (that) day/ days. 
          
          Thank you all for the supportive comments on my stories, I’m sorry I can’t post as much at the moment. I’m working on it.
          
          <3
          

Help I was painting and I thought my eyes fell out of my head for a second. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I think I was just tired. 

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          What is happening?

Sorry I’ve been away I’ve been doing school stuff for a few weeks. I might post another chapter soon…we’ll see. 
          
          
          Love y’all :>

I’m going to see a physiatrist. 
          
          
          
          
          I’m taking care of myself. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I think this is progress.

I was painting and I realized my hands are really shaky due to my anxiety? I think... Im kinda bummed out bc painting is a bit of a coping skill- now I can’t paint as well. 
          
          
          
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How is everyone doing today?

So uh, I hate school. And I think ima just go to sleep and that’ll be it. I’m done, I’m going to play animal crossing for hours on end to cope.