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you will all have to thank @-kissland- for the new chapter (not setting a date but it’s halfway done). she’s the one who’s made me write again and feel love for this book again xxxxx

depression so bad i have not tried to update in over a month. i’m sorry you guys, i’m trying to get myself out of it all and trying to love life again. speak now is important to me, i’m doing everything i can to pick it up again x 

gonna try to get you the next chapter out soon x

will a 6k+ chapter be enough for you all to forgive me for my absence? 

the little baby i started this book with is starting school on monday. i’ve been a mess and i can’t stop tearing up when i see her with her little backpack on. what even is time? 

going through the worsr writer’s block ever. i feel so empty i hate it. life has settled down, i’m getting used to my four babies and the constant chaos. i have time, not a lot but i do. nothing comes to mind and i just stare at my screen like i don’t know who wrote that book before. i’m trying to get the spark back but oh wow… i’m so sad, i love this book so much and i love writing SO much. i am not giving up on it like ever. just need to find my groove. usually, i get the sparkle back the second september starts. in the meantime i’m going to write silly stuff just to get used to writing again. 
          
          love you all, thank you for being patient x 

i miss this app wow. i miss y’all

i just need to get used to this new life and TRUST i will be back because i miss you guys so much

hello friends, sorry it’s been a while since i’ve chatted on here! life is so exhausting i’m not going to lie. my baby girls are out of the NICU and we now have a full house!! we celebrated Céleste’s first birthday last monday, it was so bittersweet what do you mean she’s one????? anyway. 
          
          i have written the beginning of a chapter, around 2k words so far. it’s not that i have writer’s block or anything! i just do not have the time or energy to sit down and write. but i will find it! i just need to rest for a couple of days and get adjusted to this life with 4 kids under 3! i have not forgotten about you lot, i never will and never would. 
          
          i love you all, i hope you are well! ♡ 

Why is it not letting me read chapter 23