arianasbananas

i have a fully written chapter in my drafts right now, it just needs a lot of correcting and i feel like adding more but honestly i fell off the face of the earth this year and somehow, when you think i can't fall even further, i do!! trying to get it all together so i won’t reach the 1 year mark since i last updated my book. 
          
          *insert emoji with the bandage on its head* 
          
          love u n miss u sm. xx 

writing again between nursing my twins and shouting at my two oldest daughters to get down from my table. i am officially a two times college grad!!!! i am definitely coming back soon, i missed it here ♡ chapters almost done btw

Petition for you to come back !!! 

i miss you guys a lot. i’m just in the middle of securing my future then i’ll be all yours <3 

you will all have to thank @-kissland- for the new chapter (not setting a date but it’s halfway done). she’s the one who’s made me write again and feel love for this book again xxxxx

depression so bad i have not tried to update in over a month. i’m sorry you guys, i’m trying to get myself out of it all and trying to love life again. speak now is important to me, i’m doing everything i can to pick it up again x 

gonna try to get you the next chapter out soon x

will a 6k+ chapter be enough for you all to forgive me for my absence? 

the little baby i started this book with is starting school on monday. i’ve been a mess and i can’t stop tearing up when i see her with her little backpack on. what even is time? 

going through the worsr writer’s block ever. i feel so empty i hate it. life has settled down, i’m getting used to my four babies and the constant chaos. i have time, not a lot but i do. nothing comes to mind and i just stare at my screen like i don’t know who wrote that book before. i’m trying to get the spark back but oh wow… i’m so sad, i love this book so much and i love writing SO much. i am not giving up on it like ever. just need to find my groove. usually, i get the sparkle back the second september starts. in the meantime i’m going to write silly stuff just to get used to writing again. 
          
          love you all, thank you for being patient x