hi everyone! happy new year!
i thought i'd do a quick check in. i'm still working on rewriting one of my books. i'm absolutely dying to share it with you but it might continue to be a while. i don't want to reveal which book i've been rewriting just yet, hopefully you guys will be happy about it.
it's been a struggle. i have adhd and my medications aren't exactly helping me. i can't take stimulants because i suffer from anxiety, probably due to my adhd lol.
so yeah it's been tough for me. not only that but dealing with trauma and reclaiming yourself after is even tougher. i used to write nonstop (granted it wasn't the greatest) but i was at least rolling out chapters and books and you guys were able to see through all the grammatical mistakes and somehow still enjoy my writing.
i'm hoping to get back to that someday. other than that, everything is great. i'm very happy with where i'm at in life and i have an amazing support system.
i love you and miss you guys and i mean that whole-heartedly. you guys changed my life and i've felt like i've failed you time and time again.
i'm still not sure about where i'm gong to post the revised editions of my novels. i would like to make some sort of income off them since i do suffer from a lot of health issues and i'm tired of being a financial burden on my husband. it seems like he has spent his entire life convincing me that i'm not, but it's hard for me to believe him.
take care guys and thank you so much for continuing to follow me despite all of my disappearing acts and inconsistency as a writer. sometimes i wish i could simply crack open my skull and switch out my brain for a normal one, but then i'd stop being who i am and overall, i think i like me.
<3