Trigger Warning: I'm gonna be talking abt anxiety
Social Anxiety is such a pain. I've been to therapy, it helped, but then I make decisions that are rooted in anxiety and I only realize that when the damage is done. For context, I'm in a friend group where I'm not close to many, but I had the mindset at the time that it was fine if I didn't make more friends I had that group. That should've been a red flag to me even tho my mom said that it was. I should've listened to her, now I'm in a shitty position wherw I'm scared to meet people, self conscious of everything I do, every word I say. I want to make new friends, I just set myself back so so much. I feel trapped, and I can only hope that next semester or college helps me get out of this.