Arizona Robbins Stan

As if the past few weeks haven't been frustrating enough, I literally just realized that a friend of mine and I have known each other since around 2.5 years, which we spent plotting diverse Calzona/Arizona theories out in case she'd ever return to Grey's. Now it happened almost 2 months ago and none of them came true? 
          
          There were some pretty good ones in it... I'll start writing them down somewhere and send them to Shonda one day. Maybe we get what we want then
          
          Nah but in all honesty, you think you have Shonda and the writers figured out and then *boom* nothing.
          
          Someone please tell me to stay optimistic because I'm failing big times on it rn...

@lmxgreys right?? I was talking to a friend the other day, telling her that I'd skip my finals if Jessica asked me to. She went like 'you would skip your finals for her?' I looked at her and went like 'you wouldn't??'  I seriously questioned my entire friendship with her..

So Jessica Capshaw Back on our screens today on Grey's Anatomy? Uhh yes, please? 
          
          Although I live in Germany, so I'll have to wait until I actually see her on my screen again. Istg if they don't announce calzona endgame, or even a Spinn off (yes, I'm kind of optimistic on this, no fighting me) I'm gonna throw my tv (and every other electronic device I own) out of the window. 
          
          Also Jessica CAPSHAW and Camilla Luddington starting a SHARED PODCAST had me bawling my eyes out just hours ago.. 
          
          And if all of the above wasn't enough.. Jessica at the live Kelly and Mark show, the Drew Barrymore Show... What's coming next.. The Ellen Show? (Not that I'd mind). 
          
          Let's just say those past few days (let's say this past week) have had its toll on me. Anyone else that cried at various times and places or was it just me? 

Everyone please tell me you saw the season 20 trailer and started crying as well after seeing Arizona  tell me that it wasn't just me...