arkenztein

i'm torn. gusto kong ibalik 'yong old user kong arkenztein, but at the same time, i really like the simplicity of enztein. t__t

❝every time i fall asleep, something sinister slips out of my body.❞
          
          KALOKOHALE is now published! 
          
          here’s the actual promotional announcement for the first novel i’ve ever finished writing. (ㅅ´ ˘ `)
          
          one moment, i found myself with nothing to do during my summer break, and the next, i realized i should be writing. oo na, hindi ko pa natatapos i-revise ’yong VANISH, pero masaya akong ito ang inatupag ko.
          
          the story may be somewhat short, but the days i spent writing it were anything but. i poured hours into every chapter and grew attached to my characters. i love my angel and her three comrades so dearly that part of me wishes i could keep writing about them forever.
          
          this book is especially meaningful to me because it might be the last time i’ll ever get to write this much, knowing what life has in store for me.
          
          so, dear reader, i hope you enjoy my book. i hope it finds its way to your heart.
          
          ♡, 
          arc

hello. i just published a new novel. :3 

I FINALLY LOGGED IN

sana matapos ko na 'yong sinusulat ko para ma-publish ko na

ateee, i know it's been years, but thank you for still remembering me and for leaving such a heartwarming comment. your words really meant a lot to me. i'm grateful for your life as well, and i'm so glad to see you writing again. i'll be keeping you in my prayers, and i hope you've been doing well too. love youu <3 

loud by nmixx really came out just in time for pride month because i’m still not over it. 
          
          i just want to greet my dearest apathy and morgan a special happy pride month! dewdrops and kisses was a book of mine that gained the most traction after i started writing again, and it’s such a shame that i can’t bring myself to touch their story anymore. fortunately for me, it means that i’ve moved on to a different stage of my life and that i’m growing and changing. sayang lang talaga dahil ang dami ko pang baong kuwento nina apathy and morgan, at hindi ko alam kung maitatala ko pa ang mga ito. not just them, but also the entire book series i planned around their circle, most of which were a hundred times more heartbreaking. na para bang hindi talaga pwedeng sumaya ang mga bakla. 
          
          to those who struggle with acceptance from others and from themselves, i hope you find your own special reason to keep going. maging tao man ito o bagay, maliit man o malaki—it always helps to have something that makes the weight feel a little lighter on your skin. balang araw ay huhupa rin ang takot, pag-aalangan, at pagkasuklam natin.
          
          laging nagmamahal,
          arc

revised chapters are now up for VANISH. may binago ako from VNSH065, so you may reread from there. 
          
          also, happy pride month, mga mahal. ^___^

hay miss u apathy

i miss u so much arc (and the whole sorbetes) (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ