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yeah u know how i said i was back? well i disappeared again:DD OKAY BUT SERIOUSLY, I WANAN STSRT WRITING AGAIN BUT MAYBR START SOEMTHING NEW U KNOW SO GIVE ME REQUESTS MAYBE.. 
          
          i take ships from genshin as like — xiaother(done already tho), cynari, kazuscara, not many , manly gay tbh 
          
          animes — vanoe , ranpoe , suegiku ( tetcho x juono ) , soukoko , sasamiya , 
          
          other things — DC :: birdflash/nightflash ( nightwing/robin/dick x wally/kid flash/flash ) — i could do like bat-fam things ( would manly focus on bruce, alfred, dick, jason, tim, jason and maybe even barbara ) — 
          
          — i didn’t mention prjsekai and other things ( like omori and all that ) bc i don’t have high interest in that anymore and i just don’t rlly know tbh but yeah :'DD i’ve been obsessed with DC stuff lately ( i dug that phase i had as a child right out of the ground and brought it back to life ) so i may right some birdflash content or maybe random bat-fam stuff or i’ll start suegiku not sure , but it will be one of those if not it will be a uodate coming from soukoko or something idk :'D 
          
          ( i have a idea just not sure wut to do with it yet ) OKAY BYEBYEE ILY/P

HEYEHEUYYYY IM CURRENTLY WORKING ON A XIAOTHER OKE SHOT AT THE MOMENT JUST WANTED TO LET YALL ONOWWOWW :DD

AAAAAAAAAA IM SO SRRY FOR NOT UPDATING I HAVENT FOUND THE MOTIVATION , AND LIFE HAS BEEN A COMPLETELY WRECK AND MESS IM SO SRRY ILL TRY TO UODATE EITHER SOUKOKO OR XIAOTHER SOON 

if ur seeing this message that means part 1 of xiaother one shots have been published <3

oml i’m so srry for not being gone!!! :(( i forgot about all this , i’ll be starting xiaothers one shots ! and i’ve had a idea for a while! i’ve been extremely upset and drained and just rlly busy and struggling, im so srry:(( i’ll try to post mkre<3.

QUESTION !!
          
          would it be okay if i start xiaother ( xiao x aether / genshin ) one shots ??:].
          
          
          bonus : i’m gonna rewrite pt.2 of the prjsekai au thingy bc like i’m stuck and all but anywho

hii! i wanna explain some things rq. :)) 
          
          1-i don’t know when my next update will be nor do i know when my next wattpad will be released, im very srry if i can’t get to it, it’s been an overwhelming week, and i’ve been answering vents 24/7 back and forth, im doing the most i can rn.
          2 -i’ve been trying to get to wattpad lately, i haven’t had motivation, and ive been trying to keep up with collabs and other accounts, and i’m trying my best to get to wattpad. it’s taking a while but i’m trying.
          3 -ik i have said i promise a wattpad/update coming and i never gave it, im very srry. it’s becoming stressful trying to update 24/7, it doesn’t matter if i take breaks, i will not make it to those promises. i’m very srry, if i let u down.
          3 -i’ve been working on the prjsekai au and nothing is coming to me for ideas, and with soukoko idk when the update will be, i write alot at night so i either get tired and fall asleep or i watch tv / run out of motivation , the music makes me tired either tho i have alot of energy at night. 
          4-no i’m not trying to say i have it worse, bc ik ppl that vent to me that have it horrible, but it’s been frustrating and overwhelming for the past few weeks, and i’m trying to help my mental health even tho it’s way past horrible, im trying. 
          5- i’m doing the best i can at the moment, and i’m trying to find my way to wattpad but it’s becoming to much to handle threw vents, collabs, tiktok accounts and editing. i’m very srry if i don’t get to it, im trying to edit, yet maybe a few days or weeks new parts will be out.
          6-again i’m very srry for not bringing this up earlier, im doing all i can, and i’m running out of motivation, i’ve been overwhelmed with ppl, and the x ‘ s thing, i’ve finally let my problems slide and yet there part of me holding on to stuff and is still affected by my ex and stuff. 
          
           — if u did read this. tysm, i appreciate it. im doing the best i can at the moment , just pls give me time, and i’ll get here as soon as i can.
          
            — haru.

TWW??!
          
          
          
          
          
          
          sooo, this isn’t rlly an update with wut in doing or wut ever, but - i need help / tips, i’ve been drawing tiny x ‘ s on my arms and some even on my stomach, i took a shower and they had washed off so i’m redrawing them and i used a black pen instead of my red/pink pen i normally use, so i ended smudging it to make it light but yet there rlly easy to see now. this is scaring me so i’m just gonna wear a hoodie for a lil like the rest of the night and maybe some threw the day, but im rlly close to doing s/h bc these x ‘ s aren’t rlly working rn. they kept me far away at the moment but it’s becoming to tempting, im worried if i did tho it would be hard bc also i have a suicidal lover and a few suicidal friends so i feel like if harming myself wouldn’t help between them harming there self. but i’m just wondering wut i can do at the moment to get away from s/h and something to do with the x ‘ s there not helping much. it’s becoming like a stress habit or soemthing like that. u know - i just kinda need help.
          

I like your pfp too!

OKAYY HI AGAIN! SOO. IM TRTINF TO UPDAYE RN AND IM SRRY IF THEY COME LATE, ILL BE WORKING ON SOUKOKO ONE SHOTS TONIGHT, HOPLEFULLY GETTING THEM DONE BY TMRW OR ONE DONE! SOO PLS STAY WOTH ME - BUT RQ
           
          wattpad plans / story ideas :
          xiaother one shots(xiao and aether||genshin ) ive been obsessed with the ship lately and also aether ( since day one of starting genshin bc ive maimed him and loved him.<33 ) 
          
          also makinf prjsekai one shots like - prjsekai ships just as one shots u know, bc i’m currently obsessed with miku<33. 
          
          also this means , i’ll be closing down the xiaoven one shots for now, hopefully they will be continued in the future<33.