hi everyone!!
It's been a long time, i know. Almost half a year has passed since i wrote a message for the last time, but things have been complicated in my life. Being my first year of uni, a lot of things have been going on, and trust me, i didn't have time for anything. My life has changed a lot, for good and for bad, and it has nothing to do with who I was a few months ago. Don't get me wrong, I love my life right now, but the changes are impactful and I needed time to think about everything and to enjoy those changes.
One of the things I missed the most was writing this, and I have to be honest with y'all, i didn't have motivation to write, this being the reason why I didn't do it: I didn't want to publish anything while feeling that I was 'forced' to do it. I wanted to write a good chapter, and finish it feeling proud of myself, and during these months when I wrote something I didn't feel that.
But now, lately I really have been missing writing, hearing music from my playlist while doing it, I missed thinking about love. My plan is to continue doing so.
I know that it has been a long time since I didn't publish anything, and I honestly expect that this next chapter will have little views. But it doesn't matter, I just want to continue writing and that the people that read my story loves it as much as I do. From now on, I'll begin to write chapter 43 of 'the best of me', and I'll have it as soon as possible.
thank u for being there, this book is probably one of the things that kept me motivated during these last three years. <3