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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage I love winter and I'm very excited for the festive season honestly. Lil update about myself: I got my periods and IT HURTS UGH!! 
            
            You are getting good. I would read more as soon as I can. I am proud of you too. I get it lol. Not having the time you need for yourself, the good time where you do something you truly enjoy. 
            
            Hands not working under blanket is so real. DW. I hope you get extra nice time for yourself and write plenty. 
            I dunno why but I feel like I miss you. It's so strange and I don't know how to describe it. I just do :(( and it's not just today. Not because my hormones are manly rn LMAO but yeah... I hope you get it. 
            Life sure is frustrating and I just don't understand at what point I am at. It's confusing and scary and complicated. I hope I figure life out soon. Anyway. It's nighttime here so I would try to sleep the pain away. Good night. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta im better cuz it’s the weekend and thst sound FUN. The days are getting colder day by day and im so fkin aurfryed. Help— 
            Also, I think im doing good on my recent stories im writing, in fact, im quite proud of myself. But the thing is, I DO NOT GET ANOUFH TIMR. Look at this stupid keyboard doing shi- 
            
            Like it’s basically, school, walk back (THATS the only time I get) study (sometimes here too) THRN, family timr and dinner. Then sleep(mostly here, but my hands dont work under the blanket) 
            
            SO LIFES FRUSTRATING BROOOO
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage Also, my neighbors randomly decided "let's do a puja celebration" and guess where it actually happened... at our house. Yeah! We currently have the biggest open space for guests to gather and eat and celebrate and everything kept all of us (us and the neighbors) so busy but we also had so so much fun. I'm not religious myself but I just love participating in these with people close to me. 
            Antways, I hope you're doing great now. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

Heyy! I woke up after 15 hours of deep sleep (kinda deserved it cuz I travelled for 24 ish hours) im still a bit sleepy but it’s okay! Also, it’s a bit cold here hehe. Winters not even started yet, hell it’s still summer. I’ve to go to school tomorrow (it’s morning here) we have to get our school pics done and watch me wear the most fire outfit (my fav hoodie and sweatpants) lmao im so funny. Im kinda nervous cuz I’ve no friends and yeahhh…how tf would I survive even a day there. Also, I’ve been reading hunger games recently. It’s amazing and I can’t stop reading

yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta my school is starting in 3 days and I’m NOT READY FOR GR 11! (Save me someone) I was at school yesterday and literally there was nobody I knew and tf? I was so awkward and shi- good thing I had a good network connection so I could listen to my playlist (it’s 14 hours long) it’s basically BTS + stray kids + ateez + Arianna grande + TXT and I don’t even know what other *smiles* 
            
            I love to stare at the moon. If I get paid for it, I would be a millionaire. Anyways! I hope ur days get exciting and lively! 
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage You're so lucky 'cuz I love being outside at night but I saw NO RED MOON. I love staring at the moon honestly and I thought that maybe I'd be able to see a giant red moon last night but IT RAINED. Can you believe it!! Good thing you saw it. Anyways. I hope you're having good days/nights and sleeping lots. Mine are kinda Meh these days. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta se man that sucks. DO YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WITH THIS HUMAN RN!! Ok so, I js randomly woke up and looked out of my window and saw the biggest, roundest, reddest moon to ever exist. I woke my sister up and we stared at it until it hid behind a building. BUT OHMYGWDS HILFBFQNTJRBDBRJ —anyways! It was so pretty and it’s like 5:39 am here and here I am *plays victory music* 
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yoonjiclause_savage

Hey! I’ll be boarding in 8 hours (2am ish) so this might be the only time I get before I go, im not that scared! 
          Bye byeee

yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta I survived the turbulence! Yayayyaay! I made it though like half thr world and js had maggi rn. 
            My parents are unpacking stuff rn and wait cuz I’ll text u later again when I’m free.
            I js texted u to let u know that im alive? Maybe? 
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage I hope you're doing well. I was thinking about you a lot today actually. 
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage You're gonna do great. Do not worry. Have a good good journey. Tata. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

Aaagahhh i completed my first story im jumping on my bed! 

yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta I will keep writing and I hope u keep reading (i js remembered I can’t use emojis)
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage You're welcome bbi. I hope you keep writing and I hope I can read everything. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta thanks * melts into a puddle*
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yoonjiclause_savage

Wow, so I’m getting ignored now? 

armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage I had such a confusing day today omg! Couldn't even remember my phone existed. Anyway. Once again, I hope you're not scared about the plane. It all shall pass. 
            The thing is that, I cannot focus when I have music on. And this work is frying me. I do listen to plenty of music when I'm taking a break or doing nothing. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta a good way to enjoy anything you do is, add some music. Like, listen to a study playlist and try to do it. 
            Like, when I make tea, I jam to bts and it always turns out good. Same with my dishwashing job. (Yup, this is actually my weekend thing) 
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage That's a lot of travel dude. You are going to be safe okay? I even hate any kind of long rides and I understand you fully. It's a darn metal box flying in the air. Do not worry though. You have my prayers (even tho I'm not religious). I'll ask for your wellness to the universe (I swear). 
            
            It's okay to have one friend actually, if they're genuine. Which I hope they(?) are. It's gonna be alright. It's school (jail). You gotta bag the education sis. You're gonna do great. And I NEVER enjoy work lol. But I'll try. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

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Hi. Wanna ran some shit. 
          So, yesterday night, my mom randomly got mad at my sister and started screaming at her cuz she was blowing raspberries in the air, so I barged into their fight. 
          I was trynna joke around with my mom but instead she got mad at me and was like “do u think this is funny?” And shi- 
          
          So I was like “no I was js joking around” she kept screaming and lecturing me while screaming. Idk what kinda stupid mf monster got over me and I started talking back. I said “I’m better than 90% of those teens my age.” THATS IT ISTG. 
          
          She was like, “name one of them, cmon.” And im like “I should atleast know someone my age to compare them” (told ya I dont have friends) and mid sentence i js bursted into tears. 
          That was so fucking random. Why did I have to cry bro…
          (They all see me as the stone hearted person) and I wish to keep it that way. 
          
          Then, my aunt was sitting right there and she started screaming at me. She was like “js stop ur bullshit and apologize.” I’ve been saying sorry for tbe past 20 minutes you ******. 
          
          Then, my mom left for the bathroom. My aunt left too, not before slamming the door at my face. I cried myself to sleep. 
          My mom woke me up around midnight cuz my uncle came back from a trip and everybody was acting LIKE NOTHING HAD HAPPENED. 
          
          Like hello i js cried for an hour straight. My face was puffed up and my eyes were blood red. 
          I could feel it. Probably had a fever too. 
          
          Today, SHES mad at me again cuz we’re going to some stupid guests and appearently im asking too many questions. 
          So here is my rant. Hope u enjoy lmao. Bueee and thanks 

armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage But Agustpee tho?? LMAO! You're a legend. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

Hey? Ru alright? Haven’t spoken since ages…

yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta lmao! I won’t say rest in peace but js sleep! U deserve a wholeass day for ur sleeping shi 
            
            BYE BYE!!!
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage  Good good. Eat some ice cream. We all deserve some from time to time. And I didn't get any of your sleep; I woke up at 5 T^T. I'll try to rest a bit more. Bye bye. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta FINALLY! I’ve had my writers block all afternoon :( so I couldn’t rlly focus on writing. CONGRATS AND now im craving ice cream. Thanks to u *angry pout* 
            
            Also, im giving u some of my sleep cuz u deserve it. BRB after stuffing my stomach with loads of chocolate ice cream! Bueee
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yoonjiclause_savage

Are u mad at me…?

yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta welp cuz I added the news cutout to my K-pop diary. Im so fkin proud of them. I also wrote - king behaviour! Cuz it is. 
            
            Bro I don’t even know his name (I DO) (it’s Taigh) omgomgomg. But it’s not THAT serious. 
            
            Long curly hair seems like a lot of trouble. And pretty. Like u might be the Indian fine shyt! AAGHHH. CURLS ARENT easy. Those straight hair ppl won’t ever understand…
            
            Haha. U could read it but srsly focus on ur studies. I cried sm cuz it’s fkin angsty rn and I don’t like angst. *cries more* 
            
            I love chu *sniffles* bye! 
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta welp cuz I added the news cutout to my K-pop diary. Im so fkin proud of them. I also wrote - king behaviour! Cuz it is. 
            
            Bro I don’t even know his name (I DO) (it’s Taigh) omgomgomg. But it’s not THAT serious. 
            
            Long curly hair seems like a lot of trouble. And pretty. Like u might be the Indian fine shyt! AAGHHH. CURLS ARENT easy. Those straight hair ppl won’t ever understand…
            
            Haha. U could read it but srsly focus on ur studies. I cried sm cuz it’s fkin angsty rn and I don’t like angst. *cries more* 
            
            I love chu *sniffles* bye! 
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armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage That is a great story. I'd make sure to add it to one of my reading lists if I haven't yet. But yeah, after exams I guess. Studies are so hard. I hate everything T~T. 
            
            So you got a little chiggi wiggy on Tyler's lookalike huh! Heh. That's good, girl. And my crushes were just crushed. None of them were ever serious but yeah. I love nerds (not in a sexual objectifying way or something since I fall into that catagory myself, just definitely not hot T^T). You're not creepy. Don't even start with what actual creepy is *> ~ <*. You're a cutie. 
            
            I have long curly hair and somebody literally said to my face "curls are so easy". I'm surprised I'm not in j a i l rn. Also, DID YOU SEE WHAT BTS DID TO GRAMMYS?? PLEASE TELL ME YOU DID!!! 
            
            I would have to read it girl. I would have to. Thanks for the wish. I'm trying my best *cries*. I love you too bby. 
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yoonjiclause_savage

Hope ur doing good! :)

armymukta

@yoonjiclause_savage Yessir *salutes with a happy pout*
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yoonjiclause_savage

@armymukta im do fkin sorry princess. I thought I might sound weird or smth so I didn’t call u princess often but now *makes a mental note* I will!
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