naomi

tfw when you've been agonizing over your original fics for days but suddenly wake up with a plot for a fanfic ffs

AceDefective ----> aropols 
          
          idk maybe to celebrate my identifying as aromantic. but i think mostly because i was beginning to regret my previous username. yikes.

I posted something new... and it means a lot to me. Wow. So. Hm. If anyone gets around to reading it, please enjoy. Updates for this one might be sporadic, but hopefully not as much as hoi polloi.
          
          As for Lionheart. Wahah idk I don't know what to write next even though I've already got a rough outline for the current batch of chapters. I'll do my best to write the next chapter as soon as possible, though! I really do want to finish it.

As you might have noticed, I changed nyctophilia to hoi polloi... just because. Here's to hoping I no longer limit myself to drawing inspiration from deep into the night.

tfw you know where the story goes and how each event will play out and how each character would respond to certain situations but you just. can't. write. it.
          Chapter 18 is taking way longetr than intended. Mallory chapters are ridiculously hard to write that I subconsciously shy away from them.  I couldn't get past the first part of this chapter because it's gone through so. many. rewrites. And it's supposed to be a bit of an exposition for Mallory's personal life. It shouldn't be this hard and I am becoming increasingly frustrated.

Good news! I found my flash drive and found out I was practically done writing Thanatos. I just need to make it pretty/ugly (depending on the chapter). I won't be posting Eros, though, until I've finished a complete draft for the entire thing.
          
          On a slightly random note, I had a nightmare in which I was reading my old works and found the old me using emoticons in her writing. Old me used to deliberately break the mighty laws of grammar for her convenience... I shudder to think about it.
          
          ... Okay Real And Current Me bends the rules to her liking, but not so much.
          
          Also, a change of username is in order. Frankly, I've gotten sick of AceDefective because I rather prefer lapslock usernames.

Hm. I don't think anyone is reading Eros and Thanatos but just in case anyone is, here's some bad news:
          
          I have no idea when I'll be updating them. I'm in a much more positive state of mind than I was when I thought of this concept. As it is, I'm trying to find a balance of emotions so I could be versatile and switch moods whenever I want, but this might take a while. Also, I actually finished like 6-7 chapters of Thanatos long before I even posted anything. It was nice, but I lost my flash drive where everything's saved so.
          
          I'M STILL TRYING TO FIND IT THOUGH. I had 28GB of shit in there.
          
          But yeah. Basically no Thanatos and Eros updates.

Yas. Here's a new Lionheart chapter, fam. I hope you guys like it; it ended up almost twice as long as it normally should, but I'm proud of this transitional chapter. Actually, I'm feeling really good about 17 that I think I can finally loosen up on the succeeding chapters. HALLELUJAH. I've been waiting nearly a year to get to this point.

I haven't updated in like 10 days, but I didn't write anything at all for a full week, so it feels like I didn't write for half a month. Very bad. I really should stop taking these breaks. 
          
          I hope chapter 16 is good, though hahah

@Nanabot1 YES. IT IS. I'M ASSUMING YOU'RE AN ARMY AS WELL.