ars0nistic_g0blin

ars0nistic_g0blin

YO IM BACK if any of y'all still feel like talking to me, I'm way more active on discord and sometimes insta (@ars0nistic_g0blin) a few things have changed since I've used wattpad. I go by he/they/it pronouns, my name is Albert (nicknames are okay, like Al or Alby) I have a bf and we've been together for about 3 months now. so like I said, if any of y'all are still alive, feel free to hmu on discord or insta  >:D

ars0nistic_g0blin

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I was 3 months clean from doing self harm until today. I hate myself so much. I don't know why but my life is just getting so difficult. I just don't want to keep trying. I don't think my problems are even that serious because I know that other people need more help then me so I just try to act like everything is okay when everything is just really fucked up. sorry if this makes no sense, I'm mentally exhausted

ars0nistic_g0blin

@gyubabie thank you so much. I'm not the best at talking either that's why I tend to stay quiet but I'm trying to open up about my problems without looking like an 'attention whore'. I just really can't stay quiet anymore. I love you too darling
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gyubabie

im sorry you feel this way. i hope things will turn out to be better for you soon. also dont say stuff like ur problems arent that serious bcz if they really hurt you that much that it got you to self harm again then it really must be something. im not the best at talking,, lmao- im here if you ever need a vent buddy,,, you can always text me and even if i wont really be able to help you i will be here to listen to your worries. you are not alone okay? i love you
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ars0nistic_g0blin

can you guys recommend me some songs please (it can be English or kpop, I just need some new songs to vibe to)

ms_herron

@dandy_stay love song by why dont we, Fallin' (adrenaline), invitation, if I let u go by westlife , why by sabrina carpenter , strawberry swing by coldplay , someone like u by adele .
            Hope u like them 
            Tc 
            I love u ❤
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lovell48

@dandy_stay strawberry stick by YUNGBLUD
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gracieslaybrams

@dandy_stay drivers license by olivia rodrigo is really good. so is same boat by lizzy mcalipne. i have a spotify with playlists that would help: https://open.spotify.com/user/nspwut425nwzq2ghzuyb718e9 :)
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ars0nistic_g0blin

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gee I can't wait to wake up tomorrow and spend another day alone with my fucking thoughts

thefunkywunky

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@dandy_stay take your own advice and fall the fuck asleep next time. im sleep deprived too
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HowSou

@dandy_stay that is painfully relatable
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ars0nistic_g0blin

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