arshiranaa

Main pagal hu to tu pagal thodi bnegi tu to samjhdaar h agr main baccho ki tarha ladungi to tu thode hi ladegi or maine rudely baat Krna shuru kar diii..or vo raat aisi thi ki main agar uske baare me btane lagu na to tu rone lagegi or bolegi ki main apne maa baap k saath aisa krne k baare me soch bhi ni sakti matlab vo hua jo hona hi ni chahiye tha kabhi socha hi ni ki aisa hoga......or fir rahi baat wish karne ki to bta yrr main kaise karti vo mehraj papa saamne baith k rore or mummy behosh haalat me hm unse lipat k rore kya tb main tujhe wish karti hnm...
          Sach bolu to fir Mera behaviour or bhi badal gya itna badal gya ki soch bhi ni sakti main khud or tu to aise chali gyi jaise kuch hua hi ni mujhe pata tujhe bht bura lagra tha pr main kya hi kr sku thi hnm,...or sch bolu to main bht thak gyi thi bta bta k ki kya hora yrr ye do months bilkul maut ki tarha jaare.yaani zinda hu bss naam ku....or mujhe ummeed thi ki tu vaapas aayegi pr toone block kar diya mujhe pta ki toone bhi kisi majboori se hi kiya pr main itni pagal hu ki kuch bss bina soche samjhe ulti seedhi overthinking karne lagi jisse meri vo ummeed bhi khtm ho gyi thi....main itni koshish Karu na rone ki fir bhi nhi ruk paati bilkul khtm kr rakhi apni aankhen.sab bol re ki tu theek to hai kaha h dimaag Tera soch kuch rahi kr kuch rahi main kya hi karu

arshiranaa

@AatifaTyagi 
          Main bhi bht gussa thi garmi, ladayi,or bhi bht saari problems or uska gussa tujhpe utaar diya pr tujhe samajhna chahiye tha yrr ki kya hua koi to baat hogi.pr toone suna hi nhi meri baat or chod Diya jb teri zaroorat sabse jyada thi.haan maine bhi tujhe kaise baat akela chod diya jb tujhe meri zaroorat thi pr tu to mere jaisi nhi h na yrr matlab

AatifaTyagi

I wish you should put some efforts but I just don't want to talk because you treat me like you are doing so much for me but you don't even right a paragraph for me okay still if I say it's fine then who says you have to fast in 15june in india you have to fast in 16 not in 15  you are stupid 
          You don't even ask or tells me about anything I just don't like when interested of you someone else tells me 
          That I don't like and it's become true 
          You are totally changed 
          So now I don't want to talk to this personality 
          Who is so mean to me 
          I love the girl I met before 
          I miss her

AatifaTyagi

@AatifaTyagi mujhe pehle btaya hota to shayad mai gussa na karti kyuki mai Wattpad bhut km kholti hun 
            Or dusra tu itni rudely baat karri thi
            Mene apne maa baap ka gussa tujhe block kar diya 
            Or hn bilkul misunderstanding hai hamare beech par sajhe kon 
            Na tu khud aai or mai eise hi muh utha ky Teri Nani ky ghar to baat jarne nhi jaungi 
            Or agar tu vo baat usi dun bta deti to shayad mere dimaag or dil ko thoda sukoon milta mujhe faltu ki overthinking na karni padhti 
            Ek to garmi dusra maa baap or terse eisi bhen jinhone mujhe wish bhi nhi kiya 
            Ir teesra usi din periods ho gye yani jindagi bilkul kharaab 
            Or hm mai btati nhi ki bukhaar mere liye normal hai bs mujhe dikhana hi pasand nhi 
            Mujhe dawai kha ky pimples ho jate hai fir abbu ye bolenge ki moti hai upar sy pimples 
            Or mere siblings bhi bs moti moti karte hai 
            Mujhme vs ek Kami hai usi wajah sy mai har ghante rori kai hafto sy 
            Or fir baat rahi samjhne ki to bhut kuch badal gya even ab to mere andar Jaan hi nhi bachi or agar such bolu to ye tak nhi pta kb hasi thi or jo video bheji thi market ki vo pichle saal ki thi 
            Mujhe khud samjh nhi aara kya bolu kyuki tune main problem btai nhi thi fir kehti hai tu eise baat nhi karti inssan gusse mai kuch bhi kar sakta hai 
            Mai khudko kb tak bheech kar rakhu 
            Jo raat teri vo guzri thi 
            Eisi raat meri sari jati hai 
            Specially jab koi mujhe samjh nhi pate 
            Fir vo mai khud hi kyu na hou 
            Kyuki Jo mujhe pasand hai use to mai apne hathon sy door kar deti hun
            Mujhe vo inssan chahiye tha jo mujhse pyaar kare na ki jatai ki mai pyaar karti hun 
            Or jab dikhane ki bari aai to bilkul janwaro sy bhi bhattar treat karo 
            Agar phool bola hai to phool ki tarah treat karo naki fool ki tarah 
            Ab mai hi chutiya hun jisne apni bheno sy or tujhse pyaar ki ummid rakhi 
            Mai kisi ko kitna hi pyaar delu 
            Sab last mai toxic behave karky 
            Mujhe andar sy maar hi dete hai
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arshiranaa

@AatifaTyagi 
            Mujhe kuch samjh ni aara main khud preshaani me hu kuch ni pta kya chal ra kya ni or ab aage kya hoga mujhe ni pta bss itna pta ki jo space mere dil me teri h use koi or ni lega and I hope jo jagah maine tere dil me bnayi vo bhi kabhi kisi or ko nhi milegi
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arshiranaa

@AatifaTyagi 
            Mujhe pta h ki maine tumhaare liye kuch nhi kiya....or tumhaare birthday pr tumhare liye paragraph nhi likha kyuki theek usse aik ghante pehle mere ghr me bht buri ladaayi hui thi...jiske baare me soch kr bhi Rona aa jaata h abhi bhi aik baap jisne sabke khwaab poore krne k liye apne khwaab chod diye lekin use baad me itna giraya gya ki vo jeeteji mar gya zinda h par mara hua or
            Tu khud hi soch aaj tk kisi baap ko toone cheekhte hue rote hue dekha kya lekin vo baap ro rha tha itni buri tareeke se Puri raat neend ni aayi kisi ko bhi or hm teeno bhn rore maa rori....pr fir bhi uss room se bhr aakr maine tujhe msg kiya......
            Or rahi baat fast ki to vo tannu appi k liye rakha gya tha maine or Saba appi ne rakha tha kyuki ye unka sabse toughest exam tha unke liye yasheen padhvaai dua kraayi or hr dua me aapko bhi shaamil kiya....
            Or itni saari misunderstanding ki vajah se main tujhe galat samjhu tu mujhe iss liye shyd main badal gyi pr main bhi ni chahti ye ......
            Or ab mujhe ni pta vo ladki kaisi thi jisse tu pehle pyaar krti thi or ab miss bhi kr rhi h.....
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