Nobody knows me here, so yea HAHAH I'll just rant here. I've been showing signs of Bulimia nervosa and I am actually terrified. I have gained weight and it's taking a toll in my mental well-being. I am hurting my throat and it feels numb. Idk... Idk what to do. I'd rather die on starvation than to gain weight tbh. After a National Competition that I wil participate. I won't be on social media for a while. I'll find ways to deter myself off of this thing I have before it gets worse. I hope I get a story squeezed out of myself before then. Stay safe everyone.