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I was always the problem anyways

ok lol so i have this friend group irl so i cant say names. I've been drifting apart with them lately I was rlly close to them until some drama happened with 1 of them and i just drifted away  and when i actually made an effort to talk to them, they always just made me feel left out, they acknowledged me but still. They also brought a few new people to our group and they just dont sit right with me. It's ok to have new people but then one time during P.E we could play any game we wanted and there were 5 of us and the game the new girl wanted to play didn't allow more than 4 ppl.  I would've thought the others wouldve suggested that we play another game before P.E ends but no, instead of that they decided to say 'well next time.' we also have a gc tgt like most friend groups and we had multiple for different purposes yk because thats rlly fun and organised (all of us like to be organized saurr)  and i just mentioned smth funny that happened w a new addition and they were like 'nah these aren't for the new ones' and then a few weeks later they add the new girl but before that they send smth by her?? honestly I might be overreacting but she isnt an og?? and then the thing is I was literally one of the reasons the group formed so like it just hurts, even if I did take a break from the friend group (i did w everyone in my life at that time, even my bsf) it still hurts. What should I do in this situation w the friend group and all esp bc all of them who were even rlly close to me have drifted apart

so now u remember huh??

first week into school and sewersliding thoughts have alrd started <3

Procrastination is a an addiction.

Istg I hate having a big chest, I was at the mall today and I saw this rlly cute shirt so my mom was like 'you can try it on' but it fit me everywhere like rlly nicely (like yk the koop idol kina shirts) EXCEPT my chest and my mom decided that I can't wear it :( and it wasn't even available in a bigger size :(

I might actually commit atp

Cassies thread !!

I mean I had to be the one to do it too but it just hurts so bad bc Idt that we were even that close for me to feel this sad

It's like I wish I didn't feel guilty for feeling sad bc I wasn't even that close to her