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/      yes always   !

[ Lucian didn't break his stride, though the faint twitch at the corner of his mouth returned for a split second. He glanced back over his shoulder, dark eyes tracking Tomoki's overly eager steps before he looked back toward the hallway ahead. ]
            
            " Try it and you might find out how patient I actually am ," [ he replied, his voice maintaining that smooth, level cadence as an amused smirk briefly flickered across his features. ] " Or how quickly I can quiet down unnecessary noise ."
            
            /     no worries love   < 33

@bloodshed   /     I'm on a different account  ,  but I just realized I accidentally deleted your @  </3

tomoki happily followed behind lucian  ,  practically skipping as he walked.  once  ,  he might have bothered to hide his excitement.  now?  he freely let it show.
            
            "no  ,  but I might annoy you into speeding up a bit."  either lucian would be annoyed or amused and tomoki took any reaction as a win.
            
            he did at least listen and kept pace with the other. even he knew only to push lucian's buttons to a certain extent.

/ Aww thank you!! <3 

@soldiershield   /     giggling and kicking me feet <3 ALSO SAYS YOU?? YOURS IS STUNNING 

@radioshad   /     you're always my #1 hypeman

@bloodshed   /     THANK YOU <3

¹  he makes a living solely off of hacking.  he refuses to sell his art.
            
            ²  his home is full of his artwork of whoever his current fixation is.  because of this he can't invite people over.  others don't tend to react well to his hobbies.
            
            ³  he has a shaggle tooth resembling a fang.
            
            ⁴  he's trained in capoeira.
            
            ⁵  his current kll count is five.
            
            ⁶  he's only genuinely sweet to the person he likes.  to everyone else  ,  it's all an act.
            
            ⁷  gets really flustered around the person he likes.  he tries to come off as calm and collected but ultimately fails.
            
            ⁸  really likes sweets.  hates just about every other flavor that exists.
            
            ⁹  tends to dress in a more feminine style.
            
            ¹⁰  likes giving gifts to the person he likes.

tomoki was okay with loving from afar.  he was okay with waiting to gain his love  —  but he wasn't okay with someone attempting to take what was his.  jealousy was something he was far too used to.  he wasn't against getting rid of obstacles if he had to.
            
            he lives solely for the person he's in love with.  he shapes his life so it'll fit perfectly with theirs.  he adapts and changes into the form he needs to be in.  he makes sure that he's the best option  —  that he's the one chosen in the end.  if not  ,  he'll make them choose anyways.  he won't give them a choice.

TOMOKI  learned how to love from his mother.  his father left them when he was young  —  he crushed his mother's mind.  convinced her that she had to  MAKE  people love her  ,  force them to stay.  she refused to let anyone leave her.  not again.
            
            tomoki gained the same twisted  ,  toxic love.  he developed the need to know everything about his lover.  he  HAD  to have whoever he fell in love with  —  there were no exceptions  ,  no excuses.
            
            he gets attached easily.  a pretty face is enough to make him fall in love.  the moment his love begins  ,  it immediately becomes  ..  wrong.  
            
            his stalking tendencies began when he was young.  this was a skill he also learned from his mother.  she taught him her ways  ,  how to get away with things.  his whole life revolved around her.  he learned everything he was from her.  to others  ,  she was insane.  to him  ,  she was normal.
            
            he took on hacking just to be able to completely watch the person he liked.  how could he properly love if he wasn't aware of his lovers online life?  who they talked to  ,  what they watched  —  he needed to know everything.
            
            just as most things started for him  ,  he picked up art because of his love.  he hated not being able to constantly see the person he liked.  he needed to be able to see some part of them.  it began with photography  ,  a way to view his lover even when apart.  then he started sketching  —  sketching turned into drawings  ,  drawings turned into paintings.  he turned his love into every form of art he could.  every single detail about them was learned.  he needed to be able to create perfect pieces of them.

@lycanscarz @taskdemo-   /     I used to do all of that but like  ..  effort </3

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            / that’s why i make books < / 3  not to mention i suck at threads more .

/ that’s why I write info on ocs either in google docs or the notes app on my phone 
            
            That way I have it written somewhere else just in case

@lycanscarz   /     AWH TY RORI