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Enstars, why do you keep hurting me?

Coming back after a while of not being here
          
          You guys are really trying too hard to be edgy and mean, huh?

Hey, I'm bored
          
          Honestly there isn't much that I've been doing since I've been very busy with school, so I haven't been writing as much as I would like
          
          This account has been a dumping ground for me and my thoughts since I don't think people really read these anymore. Honestly, I'm only still here because I've been wanting to reread some of the fics I read in the past (a good chunk of them are deleted though, so that's something to cry about).
          
          Anyways, have a good day

I wonder if people are still here or not. If you are, hello, I'm not dead. At least, physically
          
          I think throughout the past year I just migrated to Ao3, and then never came back. Not to say Wattpad is bad like every other person does, but I think I'm just more comfortable there. If you're ever bored of me not doing anything, you can check my Ao3 account whenever I inevitably upload there since I have several things planned and I seriously need to get out of this writer's slump PLEASE
          
          I go by writeronartblock there, it's pretty much a pseudonym I use for every other social media I would have. The only reason this account hasn't changed names was because I was fond of it being artistonwritersblock, no matter how much of a mouthful that is
          
          Anyways, I'm gonna peace out. Happy early Christmas everyone, Happy Holidays!!

Have the need to rant, because new Enstars shuffle unit made my heart go boom and me go bleh-
          
          Another wedding themed event, ANOTHER WEDDING THEMED EVENT! FXCKING SHXT, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
          
          Just this morning Project Sekai had finished their most recent event, which had the four stars (Touya, Rui, and Len /but mostly the former two) dress up in suits, holding bouquets like their in a wedding. And I'm pretty sure soon, Twisted Wonderland is gonna have a Ghost Marriage rerun (please come home Ace and Riddle, PLEASE)
          
          And now Enstars have a shuffle unit around said themes, and I'm dead. I have a weakness, and those classic church weddings are one of them. There's just something beautiful and almost poetic about it that makes my heart go doki. The white color scheme, bells, and flowers, a fxck ton of flowers. It's so pretty, advancing into a new stage in your life with a partner, bouded by a vow, till death does them apart (akh-). 
          
          Keito, Eichi, Leo, Mao, and Midori. What a fxcking line up by god!! I'm just hoping that Midori is a scout card because if he's event, then I might cry. THE MV, MY GOD! LEO'S SMILE WHILE HE WAS STANDING NEAR THAT BELL THING
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
          
          (Anyways that's it, byeeeeeee) 

Hey, not to bother any of you, but I just finished reading Nisekoi and it got me feeling something I hadn't felt in a while
          
          Needless to say, with no spoilers or anything, I cried reading the last volume
          
          Fxck, Nisekoi was such a journey, and honestly I never would have thought to actually see it be finished ever since I watched the anime around 3-4 years ago
          
          Also (again with no too dire spoilers) that tiny little after story was so cute, ahhhh
          
          Anyways that's all I have for now, I didn't have anything writing related so I'm sorry. I just haven't had any motivation, so I've just been reading and rereading a lot of things. Byeeee

hello! I'm sorry it took me this long to finish it but I just finished doing the Bennett x reader request you asked for, I hope you enjoy it c:

My heart is burning, it hurts so bad
          
          I've been re-reading some fics I found on ao3 and it's like, 11 pm, almost midnight here right now. I don't know I have a lot of feelings right now, I guess I might as well give an update too huh
          
          Well, I have an oc fic on the way right now. I've had this prompt for around a month?? now, regardless it's still in the making currently. But with that, I was also considering posting a different version of it. Well more of an adaptation?? well not really, I just wanted and excuse to make a Leokasa fic and thought that the prompt fit well with them too so yeah
          
          Uhm, other than that, I've been trying to finish some of my other oneshots for the Enstars x Reader book. I've had that for almost a year in the making now, procrastination is kind of a bxtch sometimes...
          
          Other than those two, I've been trying to find a way to give some closure for the Pokespe T or D book for a while now, but just haven't got the proper motivation to write a chapter yet. But yeah, that book has been officially over since last year and I haven't announced it yet.. Sorry, like I'm genuinely sorry
          
          And I guess that's all I have, I mean not really but I don't know how to make announcements and updates as is without it getting too long and convoluted. So yeah, I'm gonna end it there
          
          Now excuse me while I read more Leokasa fics, bye!! 

I feel like I'm gonna die from the amount of multi/mix media franchises I'm gonna be into
          
          Like literally three days ago I just got into Paradox Live, and yesterday I've finally checked out on Hypnosis Mic
          
          Speaking of ParaLive, I'm sad that there aren't that many fics. There's only around 45 on Ao3 and only three over here (as far as I know of) 
          
          I personally haven't listened to the drama voice tracks so I don't know much about the characters, other than stuff that has been mentioned in the fan wikia (I have a habit of reading character bios) 
          
          At some point I'm gonna make a fic of it, it's inevitable really
          

I'm having an extreme Chiakana brainrot moment right now, and my is starting to numb because I keep smiling a lot
          
          I swear to god, they're married
          
          Hhhhhhh