asahi_saisei

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hey to the couple of people this might concern. a few weeks ago i went and unpublished all of my stories. tbh, i thought i had deleted my account, but ig it restores it when you log back in. idk. anyways, i logged back in tonight and was surprised to see comments on my message board.  
          	
          	long story short, i haven’t been doing well mentally and made the stupid decision to delete years worth of personal journals and fanfiction that were stored on here. i was and still am ashamed of myself, and the things i wrote. but i saw the messages and felt bad, so i was going to republish them. unfortunately, it looks like wattpad doesn’t restore deleted works. the only story i didn’t delete was the halfway house, so ill republish it for now (though frankly, i cant stand to read it and have many problems with it with now that im older). but it looks like beautiful liar and whatever else i had published are gone forever. so to anyone who might’ve cared about that, i sincerely apologize. for this and all the melodrama. but, well, i hope my cringy bullshit gave you guys some enjoyment while it was up. 

deardemian

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Hi there. I've decided to chip after like, what, five years? I just read about what happened to the other books. Shit happens, it's fine, I'm glad to have read them a long time ago and I just hope you'll feel better soon and that's the most important thing. 
          I came here to say even after all this time, and I am not exaggerating when I say this, I think about Above at LEAST twice a week. I don't know why, he's just a character that stuck with me. It's been a while since I've last reread the halfway house, around two years probably, but I wanted to thank you for creating this masterpiece, along with the others even if they're not here anymore. It feels silly thinking this way about a piece of fanfiction, but I suppose I never though about your works like that. They always felt like something more, like proper works.
          But yeah, THANK YOU!!! And I really really do hope you'll be and stay well! Much much much love and gratefulness <3333333 Stay safe.

bubblewrapiscool

Hello Asahi. I don't know if you'll see this, but this message is more for my own comfort than for yours. I read Beautiful Liar when I young, just barely figuring out where I stood in the world. Your story, particularly Nozomi's, helped me understand it was okay to trust people. I understand you think it's a cringe story, and I think we can all agree fanfiction is cringe on some level, but what you wrote wasn't. It was personal and harsh, and it stuck with me. I, a deeply isolated and emotionally unattached person, was able to let people in because of you. Every February 5th, I know I know, I would reread the story. I guess the tradition is broken, but nothing lasts forever. Thank you for teaching me love is worth risking for. I hope you're well and live well Asahi, thank you.

asahi_saisei

thank you for your kind words, it means a lot to me to hear that i had a positive impact on you. i’m so sorry i took away something meaningful to you, if there was a way i could get it back, i would. i’m not great, but i’m doing better than i was a few months ago. my best wishes to you 
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asahi_saisei

this message may be offensive
hey to the couple of people this might concern. a few weeks ago i went and unpublished all of my stories. tbh, i thought i had deleted my account, but ig it restores it when you log back in. idk. anyways, i logged back in tonight and was surprised to see comments on my message board.  
          
          long story short, i haven’t been doing well mentally and made the stupid decision to delete years worth of personal journals and fanfiction that were stored on here. i was and still am ashamed of myself, and the things i wrote. but i saw the messages and felt bad, so i was going to republish them. unfortunately, it looks like wattpad doesn’t restore deleted works. the only story i didn’t delete was the halfway house, so ill republish it for now (though frankly, i cant stand to read it and have many problems with it with now that im older). but it looks like beautiful liar and whatever else i had published are gone forever. so to anyone who might’ve cared about that, i sincerely apologize. for this and all the melodrama. but, well, i hope my cringy bullshit gave you guys some enjoyment while it was up. 

cheriiessz

PLEASE PUT BEAUTIFUL LIRA BACK ON I’m BEGGING I DIDNT FINISH AND ITS A MASTERPIECE SO FAR!!

LunaDaMoona1810

It’s ending was really well done it ended with you dying and writing a letter to Near saying light was Kira and never doubt L letting Near know that every case L took on he solved in a beautiful way. There was some other stuff but I read the book awhile ago. Hope this helps for some closure 
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