asariblue

Having a lot of sibling is not always fun. Especially when they are playing together and when you want to play with, all the things they say is 'go away'. I wish I can just can get out from this house and having my peace full life alone without been hurt like this. It will be more hurt when your parents also just give attention to them and leave you behind.
          
          I really wish I could get out from there.

There's no turning back now after you start reading this. Trust me this will put a smile on your face. Every night someone thinks about you. At leats 15 people in this world love you. The only reason someone hates you is because they want  to be you and that they are against you,
          
          [You mean world to someone. Someone you don't even know loves you. Anytime you make a mistake good comes out of it. Whenever you think this world is against you, turn around. Focus on the compliements people give you instead of rude things.]
          
          So if you are loving friends, send this to 15 people (Including the one who send you this D) something good will happen between noon and 4 p.m. tomorrow, it could be anywhere. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Send this to 15 people to make someone's day! Help someone out! Remember you are loved.
          
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          F-ight for you
          
          R-espect you
          
          I-nvolve
          
          E-ncourage you 
          
          N-eed you
          
          D-eserve you
          
          S-ave you
          
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          (If you get 4 back you're liked, if you 7 back you're loved, if you get 15 back you are amazing!)

Asari! Isnt Valkarian suppose to have a brother? Jacob Aoi? (Search At Google)

I'm going to sleep now and really hope......
          
          
          Tomorrow is a better day.
          
          Good night

I just got back from long vacation with my family and I don't bring my phone. 
          
          When I get back and check my phone. My teacher mad at me because of low grade in her class. 
          
          But it's not my fault.....
          
          She always ignore me when I ask questions. I have to get the class attention to make her notice me even if i sit in front roles in offline classes.
          
          
          I just hope I can keep strong,
          
          Finish my school
          
          And get out of this.

I just have discord but I really don't know how to use. 
          
          Can someone help me.?

I realized I really like to suffer myself.
          I have a lot of ideas for one shot and new book.
          
          What wrong with me!!!!!
          
          So maybe i will do new book and try to do daily update.
          
          I NEED TO GET THIS OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!

I'm finally finished my exam.
          
          I'm so relieved.
          
          For now.......
          
          I can focus more on my book and do all the request i have. 
          Just wait.

At the first year of elementary school. My friend and I found an old pocket knife. We buried it behind school and everytime, after school. We will take it and play with it. After that we will buried it back. 
          
          It have been 3 years since i pass elementary school. Today, my younger brother came back home with the same knife my friend and I found.
          
          He say his friend and him found it buried at the behind school when his class was do gardening.
          
          All i can do is laughing and cry remembering my memories with my friend. I take that knife and place it at my memory table.