"Sleep isn't just sleep anymore, it's an escape." 

"Every night before I went to bed I hated that even more than dying it feels like this is the end of you and me."

𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡 𝑢 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑧𝑒𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖'𝑚 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑖'𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑢 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑢 𝑖𝑓 𝑖 𝑡𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑢 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡. 𝐵𝑢𝑡, 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑖'𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑢 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑡 𝑐𝑢𝑧 𝑖'𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑛 𝑢

- pauleen