ash_amber

Happy new year guys!! <3
          	(Its night 01/01/25 in my place)

ash_amber

Sorry about not havin updated so long- TvT
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          „Oh almighty, i must ask-
          Why did thy choose people like us at last?
          In this world of-made-cruel fate,
          Only We would play a game of heart break.
          
          Oh almighty, i must ask-
          Is the world unfair at last?
          Or is it just our twisted mind,
          Trying to make sense of human kind?
          
          Oh almighty, i must ask-
          Is this world fair at last?
          Then why did thy choose people like us-
          Who berate every being, con-sci-ous?
          
          This world-so pure, 
          corrupted by-our being.
          You see us in a way,
          im not seeing.
          You plaint this black-world in white,
          In a futile attempt to make it seem nice.
          
          Oh almighty, youre fooling no one,
          Not even your luckiest sun.
          Because in this world of make belief,
          Full of people young and naive;
          They strive to touch the stars,
          And look past every scar.
          
          In this world of make belief,
          Full of people young and naive;
          I too- am one of them, 
          Writing my own story with a pen;
          Hoping this world isnt so rotten,
          Hoping that i, one day-wont be forgotten.
          In a world as vast as this,
          Hoping that our sins will be forgiven;
          That these dreams i hold onto,
          Will come true as i envision.
          
          Oh almighty, i must say,
          A young and naive soul am i;
          For i shall hold onto the littlest hope,
          Looking past every cry.
          
          A young and naive soul am i, 
          I shall rather believe the smallest of hope.
          That maybe the world isnt so bad
          Holding tight onto the rope.
          If No ones good then no ones bad,
          I shant only dwell on the sad.
          I shall live this life of mine,
          To the fullest i can- i shall shine,
          Shine my way through to the dreams i hold,
          However unbelievable, however bold.
          
          Oh almighty, i must say,
          A young and naive soul am i.
          Hoping to achieve dreams-
          Unseen by them with a thousand eyes. (the people)
          But i shall shine through every struggle,
          I shall stand on the rubble.
          However foolish my dreams may be,
          I shall seize every opportunity.
          
          Oh almighty, i must say,
          A young and naive soul am i;
          Trying to convey through this poem, 
          that- I believe the world isnt so loathsome.“

ash_amber

@T0kit0ku /i forgot emojis dont work here TvT
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ash_amber

@T0kit0ku  Thankss  you dont needa do that to be awesome. <3
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iamjenlisasuperior

Woah you got your account back?

ash_amber

@iamjenlisasuperior  de we all want to be THAT friend
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ash_amber

@iamjenlisasuperior 
            Yep! (I’m so happy rn- my friend did it for me  gotta throw her a party tomorrow)
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YuriOnWp

I am so happy your story hit 300 reads, I loved it a lot, I hope you achieve more and more in the near future, Congratulations <333

IIAsh_AmberII

@IAmGayShipper 
            NO, SAME- (I totally get it- and, same tbh lmao)
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YuriOnWp

@IIAsh_AmberII FR FR like literally I have two moods myself like one is really kind+ never has anger issues with anyone while on the other side you would look at me and I would get angry (not really but I am exaggerating it, you get my point, right?)
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