Ashley

being stuck at home has brought back way too many negative memories. fuck you corona

Np

Thanks for following

Valid question
          
          
          Has anyone ever cried so much they're really dehydrated, but still can cry more despite hardly being able to breathe their mouth is so dry. Just cried for 2 hours at a divergent fanfic where Eric gets shot, but not actually, and just forgets everything, and now I'm really sad BECAUSE HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND WHO WAS PREGNANT AND HE PROPOSED BUT HE DOESNT REMEMBER WHO SHE IS ANYMORE AND SO DOESNT REMEMBER HES ENGAGED OR THAT HES GONNA BE A DAD AND UGH HERE COME THE FREAKING WATERWORKS 

HAPPY CHRISTMAS MOTHERFUCKERS ❤️

One last thing, yes, my account update is me coming out, and this took a shit ton of courage. PEACE OUT

And co lately unrelated but I feel like you all need to know
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I accidently bought sempiternal on vinyl despite it being christmas in literally 4 days.
          
          And I think my brother got me a MIW vinyl gor Christmas cos I saw the graveyard shift and he doesn't have a record player soooooo
          

My new motto after last night's events.
          Who needs sleep when you have Johnny Depp (in the form of every Pirates of the Caribbean dvd, I'm not lucky)

Do you ever just feel like you've been replaced by everyone around you. My life is slowly falling to pieces and I feel like no one cares. I get upset over the stupidest things but to me it's something big and I wish people could understand that but they just don't. I already have trust issues from people turning on me with the slightest thing and my head's so fucked up that I cant think of anything other than take one step at a time in life because someones always gonna fuck it up. My school hate me because of my brother. The people I thought I could rely on for help and support basically turned around and said go fuck yourself and I feel like I'm not wanted anymore it feels like my own family hardly care about me now, what's gonna happen when someone somehow finds a way to tell them not only am I pan, but also identify and nb and use they them. I already feel like there's barely anyone I can turn to and I'm just so lost

Why don't people realise that it takes at least 10 minutes for chloroform to even start to have an affect, it's weird like y'know you would have thought that peeps would have researched but okay