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*TW TRIGGERING TOPICS*
[this was posted on my twitter, but i continued it]
life: whats up?
me: heaven
life: uh-
me: get it cuz im |suicidal| ahaha
life: yeah lol also nice knife
me: thanks
life: smth happen?
me: yeah lost a friend
life: oh
me: he asked for it :)
life: what are you doing??
me: making new memorial scars
life: i have those, from millions of people
me: you give them to me every day, but I'm glad you did this time
life: really?
me: yeah. or else he wouldn't have told me the truth about his new girl
me: i'm not enough for anyone but you, he only use me for his emotional stability
life: boys are shit, and its true for most of them
me: yeah he actually thinks im gonna be cool with him after he used me, flirted with her, and then just left? well no. he can fuck off. he ruined my life, so i will ruin his.
[confession of my self-harm]