ashnkue

i love u guys sm 

ashnkue

this app is like my home 
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ashnkue

i’m sorry for ever leaving :(
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ashnkue

MCBESTIESSSSS !!!! GUESS WHOS (bAcK AgAiNnn) FINALLY BACKKKK WHOOP WHOOP. It’s been long, and I apologize for the long hiatus. But I am finally back :) — sadly not mentally fixed, but enough for me to keep doing my best and live to fullest as a teenager (if I can with my mommy and daddy issues on the side LMAOO). During my break, I’ve been brainstorming about so many new books and ways to make my books better. Although my English got a little worse during quarantine and my hiatus, I’m currently trying to teach myself words and doing English exercises. Because I am back, expect a lot of notifications from me! I’ll be randomly publishing stories and hopefully republish my stories that you all are waiting for :) I hope you all are doing well and happy 2022 <3

ashnkue

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August 26, 2020
          
          Hello to all my luvs... 
          
          I would like to give you all a sincere apology for my disappearance (3-4 months). I do realize that I have a ton of books that are needed to be updated && edited, but due to my disappearance, nothing has happened. Again; I apologize. 
          
          I've been getting DMS && comments from my other books to update, and.. I'm trying to work on that. Kind of. Right now has just been a bit stressful. Things in my personal life have been extremely painful && exhausting for me to handle.
          
          This platform is like my home, to be honest. I've made tons of friends, read tons of books (more than I think I have), and the funniest chapters that have made me laugh at ungodly hours, and so much more stupid and crazy shit. But for some reason, I haven't been doing any of t- bRO MY DAD SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME RIGHT NOW HOLY FERNANDO
          
          As I was saying- I haven't been doing of those at all. I haven't found anything fun or funny these past months.
          
          
          
          
          September 30, 2020
          
          I couldn’t finish this apology due to my guilt. I’m sorry. This is the day where I’ll be telling everything..
          
          So far, this year has been total shit. We know that. — Global pandemic, world problems, && personal family problems. 
          
          I have been diagnosed with depression && anxiety. 
          
          (Rest of the letter is in the comments..)

ashnkue

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This past month has been REALLY REALLY tough on me. The amount of bullshit I’m going through has brought me down to the lowest in my entire life. I really hate it here. This week has been even worse. I just got done having ANOTHER breakdown && caused myself to have a panic attack so my health is getting really bad. I wish things didn’t have to go this terrible and I could fix everything in a snap but it takes time. Sadly, lots of time. 
            
            So yes, if you’re thinking about what I am about to do, then you’re correct.
            
            I’m leaving. Not for good though! Just— until I get better. I promise I’ll get better... I have to. Like I said- I hate it how things have to go this way but hopefully everything will be okay. 
            
            Thank you. For everything. To the lovelies whose been with me since day one, thank you so much. 
            
            
            Until next time, 
            
            Ash. 
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MrsYu3000

Beautiful person award!!! Once you're given this award, you're supposed to paste it in the message board of 8 people who deserves it. If you break the chain, nothing happens. But it's sweet to know someone think you're beautiful inside and out♡︎♡︎

ashnkue

hello! 
          
          so my power/electricity went back on yesterday, i sadly forgot to tell you all. i am telling you guys this right now because in a few hours, i will be in oklahoma for a whole week. i'm actually driving all the way over there, so maybe i'll do a few chapters and publish them. okay.. that's all. bye :)
          
          - ash

ashnkue

hello! 
          
          where i’m from, it’s currently monday, june 29. yesterday (sunday) i was suppose to give you guys a mass update of all my current on going books due to me suddenly disappearing for a few weeks. sadly, yesterday there was a big thunderstorm that caused the power/electricity of my neighborhood to go out. i was really hoping for you all to read the new chapters. i really hope that my power goes back on and i could repay you all for waiting patiently for the updates. i’m sorry and thank you for being patient. i will update my books as soon as possible (junguwu). thankyou and i love you all.
          
          — ash