Emmypookie

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ashtears_

@Emmypookie HAHA THIS NEW YEAR WAS THE SHITTIEST OF THEM ALL^^
            I was in a damn plane when 2025 started and the plane staff celebrated by giving everyone champagne 
            WHICH I CANT DRINK SINCE IM A MINOR
            AND THEN THEY STARTED PLAYING HAPPY NEW YEAR BY ABBA BUT THE SOUND WAS SO DISTORTED I HAD TO COVER MY EARS
            I also had a bigass headache the whole time
            I slept for 7 hours tho :] (it was an 11h flight)
            I HOPE YOU HAD A SPECTACULAR NEWYEARS EVE
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Emmypookie

@ashtears_ I GOOD HOPEFULLY YOU HAVE GOOD NEW YEAR
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ashtears_

@Emmypookie HELLOOOO^^
            Hruuu? :]
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Valeriet312

ASH TEARS YOU
          I GRADUATED
          YAY
          IM DONE WITH PRIMARY SCHOOL
          and I gave a boy my number
          its ex crush's brother lol
          its the guy I was talking about before's brother
          IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
          he doesn't know whether were dating, I'm waiting for him to text
          IM SO SOSOSOSOSOSO HAPPY I GRADUATED PRIMARY SCHOOL

ashtears_

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@Valeriet312 OMG YAYYYY IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
            OOOOOOOOO I SEE
            HOPE YALL START DATING IF THAT'S WHAT YOU WANTTTTT
            GUESS WHAT. I'M IN FUCKING AFRICA HELPPP
            IT'S SO HOT HERE, MY SHIRT IS GLUED TO MY BACK
            I'M STARING AT A LIZARD RN, IT'S SUPER CUTE
            LOVE YA POOKIEEEE
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RoadToMiroh

Hey, girl! Hru?

ashtears_

@RoadToMiroh that's good :]
            it's a league of legends series, the second season was released not too long ago
            you might've seen some clips of it since there's a lot of people watching it rn
            i definitely recommend it
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RoadToMiroh

@ashtears_ Yeah? I didn't know that. Guess, I'll have to check it out later!
            Thnx for the recommendation! 
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Valeriet312

HI mentally unstable friend
          im kinda cooked 
          I have an exam in a few days
          I made myself throw up
          and I cried today
          so I miss life in 2020
          WHEN DAYS WERE JUST SLEEP, STUDY AND BE HAPPY
          oh how I wish I could be 7 again

ashtears_

@Valeriet312 hi pookie wookie<3
            oh damn
            hope you feel better now :(
            sameeee, everything was so vibrant and fun when i was younger
            now it's just boring and stress
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Valeriet312

i had a panic attack yesterday so now I feel sick
          idk whether it really is tho
          BCS I just hyperventilate and I cant breathe and I feel like I'm dying
          idk lol
          anyway I have social anxiety but I'm still ambiverted
          HAN JISUNG CORE(idk whether ur a stay)
          my throat hurts ugh I'm dying ahhhhhhhhhh

ashtears_

@Valeriet312 uhm, ew??
            fake ass friends
            get some new friends, pooks
            you deserve way better :c
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ashtears_

@Valeriet312 NO HE'S SO CUTE ONG
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Valeriet312

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i realised i need to get new friends
            they called me a pick me and overdramatic while I was having a panic attack
            I don't have anyone else
            honestly
            so erm I'm kinda.. fucked.
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Valeriet312

vega ml
          you have any book suggestions for me?
          cos I'm so bored rn
          also I'm thinking of starting a 2nd book, for my I hate/love you book
          SO IDEAS PLS!

Valeriet312

I HATE SPORT
            with all my living existence
            but somehow seeing jasper (crush boy) doing sports
            with his sleeves rolled
            up.
            HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP HES SO HOT
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ashtears_

@Valeriet312 hard to be online the same time as you are
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ashtears_

@Valeriet312 reminds me of those handful of times where i wished i was sick and then got fever the next day and regret my desicions help
            hope ur okay tho<3
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Valeriet312

HELLO ML
          he yelled at me today
          my crush, jasper, he yelled at me
          i mean he has diabetes so issok
          but like is it a red flag
          I'm so in love with him but I don't even know whether we're friends
          I love him, I love him, I love him
          SOS OSOSO SOSOOSOSOSOSOSO MUCH
          but he doesn't like me
          I'm crying

ashtears_

@Valeriet312 
            Don't cut
            It won't make anything better and you will regret it afterwards
            I hope you find someone else that's better
            How are you? Did you eat anything? Did you sleep well? Tell me everything
            Hope you recover, love you val<3
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Valeriet312

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ive confessed fucking 2 times. the first time he said nothing. after wards, he said no when I asked him out. 2nd time. he says nothing again, just smiles.
            NOW THIS SHIT, I DONT UNDERSTAND. I GET HE DOESNT LIKE ME, BUT HES NOT EVEN TRYING TO MAKE CONVO WITH ME LIKE WHAT? WHY ELSE WOULD HE JUST SIT WHERE MY FRIENDGROUP AND I SIT EVERY DAY, AND JUST DO NOTHING?
            if he likes one of my friends I'm going to cry so hard
            edit:I think he likes my friend, they just...
            nvm, I'm going to go cut/cry
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ashtears_

@Valeriet312 
            HI DARLINGGGG 
            oh nooo :((
            i hope he didn't mean it, like i usually say stuff i don't mean to people and regret it right after but don't know how to apologize
            i personally don't think it's a red flag cause i feel like there's still a pretty big possibility he didn't mean to but idk
            nah cause i literally had a crush on this one guy named isak and we both liked each other at the same time
            HOWEVER!!
            we're both introverts so no one rly made the first move and we ended up falling out of love(i still smile when he sends his daily snap tho, ngl)
            are you 100% sure that he doesn't like you cause he has actually said it or do you just assume that?
            don't give up on him,  there's always a chance :)
            and if you don't end up together, maybe it's for the best
            if something is meant to leave then you have to let it go
            love you honey, update me later<3
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Valeriet312

can i vent to u, vega, lol?
          so 2 weeks ago, one of my supposed friends, e, pantsed me
          u know how I struggle with sh? i have no scars on my legs, but I have these huge stretch marks and that's why I cut
          I'm super insecure about it
          and she pantsed me  bcs I said no to a dare for me to take off my pants and twerk
          I wanted to cut
          so bad, so, so, bad
          but I had a panic attack so I had to go to the nurses' office
          I thought she was my friend, she told me that she was and that she cared about me
          but before, she had like gotten me in trouble BCS I  was playing along with her jokes and when I said something she didn't like she said I crossed her boundaries
          she crossed the line when she pantsed me and she expects me to forgive her with a simple apology?
          i left school for 2 weeks ona mental health break. i was so free from everyone for 2 weeks
          I's been bullied and targeted by my teacher, and she was always singling me out
          now I have to go back on Tuesday
          I'm scared, Im really scared, I don't want to
          and I wanna cut
          I don't wanna face them bcs the girl who dared me and e(the fake ass friend) got suspended
          and e has anger issues so I'm scared
          wish me luck, I'm going to go calm down now
          luv u pooks
          
          -val

Valeriet312

everything's alright now lol
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Valeriet312

we're all good
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Valeriet312

Hey vega i have a book, can u read it pls
          I have like a 2yeon and a hyunlix one
          I need views lol
          Tysm pookie
          How slife for u gurliepops?

ashtears_

@Valeriet312 I'm okay dw :) I'm so proud that you don't cut anymore, it can be hard to get out of the cycle<33 Ilym val
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Valeriet312

vega i hope ur ok
            i dont rlly cut anymore
            but i hope ur ok
            PLS BE OK
            ILYSM YKTHAT IM HERE FOR U VEGA
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