can i vent to u, vega, lol?
so 2 weeks ago, one of my supposed friends, e, pantsed me
u know how I struggle with sh? i have no scars on my legs, but I have these huge stretch marks and that's why I cut
I'm super insecure about it
and she pantsed me bcs I said no to a dare for me to take off my pants and twerk
I wanted to cut
so bad, so, so, bad
but I had a panic attack so I had to go to the nurses' office
I thought she was my friend, she told me that she was and that she cared about me
but before, she had like gotten me in trouble BCS I was playing along with her jokes and when I said something she didn't like she said I crossed her boundaries
she crossed the line when she pantsed me and she expects me to forgive her with a simple apology?
i left school for 2 weeks ona mental health break. i was so free from everyone for 2 weeks
I's been bullied and targeted by my teacher, and she was always singling me out
now I have to go back on Tuesday
I'm scared, Im really scared, I don't want to
and I wanna cut
I don't wanna face them bcs the girl who dared me and e(the fake ass friend) got suspended
and e has anger issues so I'm scared
wish me luck, I'm going to go calm down now
luv u pooks
-val