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I sincerely apologize.
I have been gone for MONTHS. literally MONTHS and I have told all of you that I would continue writing. But every time I try to continue writing a chapter I just can’t seem to finish it, or even think of it anymore. I’ve been extremely busy with work and school and I just can’t find anytime to write. When I do find time it’s usually at night when I need to sleep. It’s been about 4 years since I’ve had this account and back then I was little, I was stupid, didn’t know how to write, a bit horny tbh, and was extremely obsessed over fictional characters. But now things are different. I think the reason why I cant seem to write is because I keep thinking about how cringy my writing was. Most of it was just flat out extremely sexual with a couple references to rape (which is not okay!!). I have no idea why I thought that was acceptable and/or hot, maybe because it was like bondage and getting tied up and shit? I have no clue. But the point is- I hate my writing. Ah at this point I’m just rambling on with excuses. I’m extremely sorry to everyone who has waited months and months for my return. I will keep my books uploaded online considering how much all of you enjoy reading them (even though its a constant reminder of how much of a horrible writer I was). Maybe in time I might return. Maybe never. I have no idea.
But thank you all so much for these past years and I’m extremely grateful for how many people have read my books over the years. I love all of you so so much. Please be safe and stay happy. <3