asianshiit

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I sincerely apologize.
          	
          	I have been gone for MONTHS. literally MONTHS and I have told all of you that I would continue writing. But every time I try to continue writing a chapter I just can’t seem to finish it, or even think of it anymore. I’ve been extremely busy with work and school and I just can’t find anytime to write. When I do find time it’s usually at night when I need to sleep. It’s been about 4 years since I’ve had this account and back then I was little, I was stupid, didn’t know how to write, a bit horny tbh, and was extremely obsessed over fictional characters. But now things are different. I think the reason why I cant seem to write is because I keep thinking about how cringy my writing was. Most of it was just flat out extremely sexual with a couple references to rape (which is not okay!!). I have no idea why I thought that was acceptable and/or hot, maybe because it was like bondage and getting tied up and shit? I have no clue. But the point is- I hate my writing. Ah at this point I’m just rambling on with excuses. I’m extremely sorry to everyone who has waited months and months for my return. I will keep my books uploaded online considering how much all of you enjoy reading them (even though its a constant reminder of how much of a horrible writer I was). Maybe in time I might return. Maybe never. I have no idea. 
          	
          	But thank you all so much for these past years and I’m extremely grateful for how many people have read my books over the years. I love all of you so so much. Please be safe and stay happy. <3 

hyuckscola

@asianshiit I'm happy that ur still alive : ))) ur the first ever person to whom I looked forward to when I first created an acc in wattpad. I'm so happy to hear from u over the months i waited for u to update, please take more rest than actually being problematic of what to update next. Ur health is more important :>>
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asianshiit

this message may be offensive
I sincerely apologize.
          
          I have been gone for MONTHS. literally MONTHS and I have told all of you that I would continue writing. But every time I try to continue writing a chapter I just can’t seem to finish it, or even think of it anymore. I’ve been extremely busy with work and school and I just can’t find anytime to write. When I do find time it’s usually at night when I need to sleep. It’s been about 4 years since I’ve had this account and back then I was little, I was stupid, didn’t know how to write, a bit horny tbh, and was extremely obsessed over fictional characters. But now things are different. I think the reason why I cant seem to write is because I keep thinking about how cringy my writing was. Most of it was just flat out extremely sexual with a couple references to rape (which is not okay!!). I have no idea why I thought that was acceptable and/or hot, maybe because it was like bondage and getting tied up and shit? I have no clue. But the point is- I hate my writing. Ah at this point I’m just rambling on with excuses. I’m extremely sorry to everyone who has waited months and months for my return. I will keep my books uploaded online considering how much all of you enjoy reading them (even though its a constant reminder of how much of a horrible writer I was). Maybe in time I might return. Maybe never. I have no idea. 
          
          But thank you all so much for these past years and I’m extremely grateful for how many people have read my books over the years. I love all of you so so much. Please be safe and stay happy. <3 

hyuckscola

@asianshiit I'm happy that ur still alive : ))) ur the first ever person to whom I looked forward to when I first created an acc in wattpad. I'm so happy to hear from u over the months i waited for u to update, please take more rest than actually being problematic of what to update next. Ur health is more important :>>
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asianshiit

omg I love all of you guys. 
          I didn't mean to sound like I was dissing myself and my stories for attention; I just kinda wanted to point out my past mistakes. regardless, all of you guys supported me and flocked such nice comments for me. So for the 100th time, I love all of you guys. I promise to update my chapters for my stories soon :)
          
          Bye~ 

asianshiit

hey guys :)
          I know I've been dead for a VERY LONG TIME AND IM VERY SORRY FOR THAT
          a lot of things have happened recently so I just needed time.
          but I wanted to say hOW MUCH I LOVE ALL OF YOUR GUY'S COMMENTS AND LOVE I GET FROM YOU GUYS. YOU GUYS ARE SO SWEET OML I STG. 
          anyways, and for all of you guys that keep bugging me for a new update- I don't blame ya. I know I need to update. 
          and don't worry, it'll be here soon. 
          so please be patient with me- I know you all have this whole time and I love all you guys for that, but please wait a little bit longer- I'm trying to write multiple story's at once and that's not easy :,) 
          anWYWAYS.
          ENOUGH RAMBLING.
          ILY ALL YOU GUYS.
          BYE [or goodnight, good morning, after noon whatever]