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dogum gunun kutlu olsun askk <33

since the peak of my depression. i never really trusted my memory ever again. i feel like every thing i remember is not what actually happend and not how i experienced it. and i hate the feeling that i can't even trust myself with what i know. 
          that's it.

i mind my business but you keep pullin' me down
          i warned you this won't end well
          swear that i want to
          what I touch goes up in flames
          i wish that I could change
          oh, everybody starin' at me, oh
          since you're lookin', I'll put on a fuckin' show
          this is what you chose
          why can't no one understand
          i got scissors for my hands?
          hold you closer but I can't
          i don't wanna kill a man
          don't come near
          nothing good will come from here
          your scratches won't disappear

cunku her sey silinmeyi hak ediyordu (: