aslutforthenbhd

in case no one told you today or you forgot, i fucking love you (play i.f.l.y. by bazzi)

AND monday i was in theatre and we had to introduce ourselves and someone came up and they were like “hi im James and im just an extra but im a little fruity” and then they did the wrist thing oh my gosh i was losing it

but also i went out to get pizza last night and the boy was wearing black nail polish i was thriving

on another sad note though the girl that i had a crush on, i wrote a lot of songs about her, like an album and a half wtf

but also stan my friend mallory because she is just truly like the most amazing person alive and she just LISTENS and today we were talking about like racial stereotypes and we came on to the topic of mixed people and she literally started PREACHING like “sometimes people say they’re too much this and not enough that so they don’t really fit in” like PREACHING and the whole time she looked at me and i felt like we understood each other and she was concerned when i said i was sad earlier (we always wave at each other and just do thumbs up or thumbs down like multiple times a day) and i know she doesn’t like like me like me and im fine with that but she’s just the most amazing friend ever

on a happier note i started writing a song about you:
          
           i once knew a girl named alex 
          he was emotionally attractive 
          and they were so smart
          knew the way right to my heart
          
          we met cause of tucker
          no not fridas’s sucker 
          i’m talking about cookie pillsbury 
          forever and more, i wanted to marry
          
          you can be fluid, i don’t care
          you’re still royalty, let’s have an heir
          my love for you will never compare
          cause now life’s fair

fuck everyone i know face to face you’re my significant other idc

crafted to fucking perfection babe i love you

how the fuck are you so fucking perfect.

okay bae so sorry to bother you but there’s so much going on right okay so this girl in my class told me she likes me but i don’t like her back so i told her and then she said it was a joke but then she asked if i liked anyone (after she asked me if i was bi and i was trying to avoid the question bc i didn’t really feel comfortable saying that to her, especially over text) and she kept going and i kept telling her no and she tried to act like i was being extra so eventually i just deleted the conversation but also the boy i like (that people assumed was gay, tears) got my number today bc i told my friend who’s like his best friend (i actually write a song like the first week of school about how i was jealous of their relationship, tf was i on? i dunno) to tell him that Julia Michaels is better than playboi carti (bc he’s obsessed kinda and she is) and then we all ended up on FaceTime but I’m at a gathering so im on mute the whole time typing through text and yeah wtf is going on