@ tsubasa__ayanon I would say the only thing that demotivates me is usually a failure. I felt like that only once when I had to delay chapter few weeks ago, and couldn't finish it in time. Generally speaking I feel demotivated when I can't do something that I expected myself to do, but so far aside from that one incident that didn't happen. I have pretty much same feelings towards other stories as you, I just can't read OOC fics or those where for example Kiyotaka randomly kicks other students and gets milions of points in first week just because author wants to make him look cooler. For me it doesn't make sense, since Kiyotaka's character is best thing about cote and the main reason for it's popularity, if you like cote you pretty much have to like that about him in 99% of cases, so why change it? That's why I'm trying to let him find himself slowly in this fic.