aspiringwriter1999

Hello again. It indeed has been more than a year I see. I was wrong and I apologise if I have let my readers down. But I find it nowhere in me to return to this platform, I am active on Tumblr, my username is @sweetwolfcupcake and if you are still interested, you can check out my fics there. Maybe I will continue some of the incomplete and deleted fics there in the future, I have already posted Rose Gold there. 
          	But above all, I am thankful to you all for making my time on Wattpad sweet. 
          	This is my goodbye to all of you as an author on Wattpad, I will still be active as a reader, but not as an author anymore. the last two years were tough for me, but writing always helped me feel better, hopefully, you all are doing well in your respective lives. And even if you feel that you are not,  I believe in you and your potential, one day you are going to be smiling again, maybe not just the way you used to, but still, a smile with some sort of closure and clarity.
          	
          	I wish you all well.
          	
          	Goodbye.

Amoc94

@aspiringwriter1999 You just graduated, didn't you? I recalled the first year after I graduated university was one of the most difficult time in my life. Like I wasn't sure what I wanted to do or where I should work or have to be, but time wasn't on my side so in the end I had to make a rushed decision. There are lots of time that I wished I could go back and make another, better decision. But mistake from the past is probably the best lesson after all. Hopefully you are doing better than me. It's not wrong to prepare for the worst, but having hope and dream no matter how impossible it seems, often times will give us strength to keep going, having something to hope for. I'm glad to know you too ...❤️ Wish you all the best in life ⊂( ◜◒◝ )⊃
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aspiringwriter1999

@Amoc94 That's okay, as I said, I will be active as a reader so I will surely read and respond to your fics here on Wattpad. I am more comfortable with Tumblr. Life is slowly getting back on track, at least it seems so, I know there are mountains ahead to climb and blind curves but 2022 taught me many important life lessons. It was an epiphanic, sad and anxious year, I honestly don't have much hope for 2023. It's better to be hopeless than to have your hopes whipped away with all the surprises life throws at you. For 2023, I have some sort of clarity and closure. It's not like I'm looking forward to the year, my lenses of perception have changed, I just know that whatever happens, I just have to go on, as Suga once said- n"No matter how tough it gets, just keep moving" the quote hit me, and looking back, I realised that I came so far because I kept moving,  not because I was better or stronger than others. I just blindly kept moving. And here I am, so far away from my older self but learning to reconcile. I guess that is how quarter-life crises feels-- we begin to face the world and people and grow up.  I'm thankful to have found you here.
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Amoc94

@aspiringwriter1999 Always sad whenever I see a goodbye from fellow author. I hope you are okay, and please keep writing. I know it's tough to juggle between daily life obligation, but girl ... you will make it! 
          	  It's kinda opposite with me, I find it difficult to have the motivation to post at tumblr. I'll stay there just to read, I guess. We can still meet there!❤️
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aspiringwriter1999

Hello again. It indeed has been more than a year I see. I was wrong and I apologise if I have let my readers down. But I find it nowhere in me to return to this platform, I am active on Tumblr, my username is @sweetwolfcupcake and if you are still interested, you can check out my fics there. Maybe I will continue some of the incomplete and deleted fics there in the future, I have already posted Rose Gold there. 
          But above all, I am thankful to you all for making my time on Wattpad sweet. 
          This is my goodbye to all of you as an author on Wattpad, I will still be active as a reader, but not as an author anymore. the last two years were tough for me, but writing always helped me feel better, hopefully, you all are doing well in your respective lives. And even if you feel that you are not,  I believe in you and your potential, one day you are going to be smiling again, maybe not just the way you used to, but still, a smile with some sort of closure and clarity.
          
          I wish you all well.
          
          Goodbye.

Amoc94

@aspiringwriter1999 You just graduated, didn't you? I recalled the first year after I graduated university was one of the most difficult time in my life. Like I wasn't sure what I wanted to do or where I should work or have to be, but time wasn't on my side so in the end I had to make a rushed decision. There are lots of time that I wished I could go back and make another, better decision. But mistake from the past is probably the best lesson after all. Hopefully you are doing better than me. It's not wrong to prepare for the worst, but having hope and dream no matter how impossible it seems, often times will give us strength to keep going, having something to hope for. I'm glad to know you too ...❤️ Wish you all the best in life ⊂( ◜◒◝ )⊃
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aspiringwriter1999

@Amoc94 That's okay, as I said, I will be active as a reader so I will surely read and respond to your fics here on Wattpad. I am more comfortable with Tumblr. Life is slowly getting back on track, at least it seems so, I know there are mountains ahead to climb and blind curves but 2022 taught me many important life lessons. It was an epiphanic, sad and anxious year, I honestly don't have much hope for 2023. It's better to be hopeless than to have your hopes whipped away with all the surprises life throws at you. For 2023, I have some sort of clarity and closure. It's not like I'm looking forward to the year, my lenses of perception have changed, I just know that whatever happens, I just have to go on, as Suga once said- n"No matter how tough it gets, just keep moving" the quote hit me, and looking back, I realised that I came so far because I kept moving,  not because I was better or stronger than others. I just blindly kept moving. And here I am, so far away from my older self but learning to reconcile. I guess that is how quarter-life crises feels-- we begin to face the world and people and grow up.  I'm thankful to have found you here.
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Amoc94

@aspiringwriter1999 Always sad whenever I see a goodbye from fellow author. I hope you are okay, and please keep writing. I know it's tough to juggle between daily life obligation, but girl ... you will make it! 
            It's kinda opposite with me, I find it difficult to have the motivation to post at tumblr. I'll stay there just to read, I guess. We can still meet there!❤️
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aspiringwriter1999

Hello again,
          
          I would like to begin with a heartful thank you to all my friends and readers who did whatever they could to support me in the past few days after my book 'BTS One-Shots and Short-Stories' got unexpectedly deleted by Wattpad. And as unfortunate as any author could be during such a situation, I had no backup. It's gone. It had more than 100 chapters, it had around 160k reads, and it had plenty of grammatical errors, advance errors, and plotholes. And I would have edited it in future. But it was still mine, my own creation, my escape door at a time when things were not looking good when all I did was to convince myself that life is worth living and the next day would be better, and I would want to go on without having to convince myself, that was when I had begun this book. And more than anything else, It was a book I had put my heart and soul in, like any author who is sincere here. And now, it's all gone. And I don't know how to bring it back other than keep sending Wattpad emails, keep reporting the issue, I honestly do not have any hope regarding it. I do not prefer to go much personal here, but this time I just want to. As an author, I don't feel respected on Wattpad. I don't respect Wattpad anymore in return. And perhaps that shows because I have not updated any of my books for ages. I also realised that when an author is appreciated, they feel more motivated. And being on Tumblr, writing a completely different fic there made me realise this.
          So, I will be continuing to write here, on Wattpad, just not immediately. 
          
          I declare an official HIATUS from Wattpad. 
          
          Not for a year or two, trust me, not so long, just long enough for me to feel motivated again, to finish up my fic on Tumblr. You can find me there with the username @sweetwolfcupcake and my fic is a yandere Namjoon x Reader titled 'Allurement'. I truly apologise to those who have been waiting. I'm just tired I guess. I need a break, maybe just from Wattpad.
          
          Thank you,
          Aspiring Writer

BTS_LUVU

@aspiringwriter1999 ty author 
            Wishing u a happy future:)
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aspiringwriter1999

@BTS_LUVU thank you so much! You are so sweet.
            Here is my username for Tumblr 
            @sweetwolfcupcake
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BTS_LUVU

@aspiringwriter1999  I can't say don't feel sad because anyone won't be happy after this. I can only say that you are a great and best on wattpad and I hope you will create more interesting stories, just like your username says;)
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aspiringwriter1999

I think I am having trouble with Wattpad. I just noticed that I cannot find my 'BTS one-shots and short stories' book. Can you all find it in my profile?

Creativitytae

@aspiringwriter1999  I can read all the chapters of your one-shot book, I saved it in my library(offline) but I can't find it in your profile
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pastel_are_riris

@aspiringwriter1999 omg it was on my offline then it dissapeared :,(
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squeezeyoongi

@aspiringwriter1999 yes it's still in my library. I'll keep it there only
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aspiringwriter1999

'Blurred' has finally been updated. I apologise for the delay. Hope you all like it!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1042934785-blurred-a-melancholic-song

aspiringwriter1999

@Amoc94 exactly! I read gothic tales to try and overcome writer's block. But sometimes, I realised, that all we need is a little break doing nothing, just observing people and life.
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Amoc94

@aspiringwriter1999 Very very much. I know writing the fic is not an obligation, but everytime an idea come up, my mind goes raging, it's quite hard to contain. But at the same time, I only have so much time.
            It's frustrating often times.
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aspiringwriter1999

@Amoc94 only an author knows the other author's struggles first-hand
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