@ast3riee Oh.. im srry. Whatever it is you're going threw rn just remember that u matter and there are people who love and care abt you. Life is more than it seems and is pretty unappreciated by most, life can actually be great. Just try to ignore the negativity, and look at the good side of things. I know that it feels impossible to recover when your deeply struggling, I've been there before, and it comes back often, but you'll get threw it eventually. Just try to keep your head up and try to stay positive. (I'm not rlly good at advice sry T^T) Anyway, you're awesome sauce and don't let anyone tell u otherwise!