bea/bee

Yo I need you to get out of my closet there's not enough room for both of us in here

HIII

ive never really listened to cavetown except for a few of their songs but now im so fucking obsessed this happened over 3 fucking days ROBBIE WHAT BLACK FUCKIN MAGIC ARE YOU PULLING ON ME??
          if anyone sees this tell me your favourite cavetown songs mine is Talk to me its my comfort song

funfact i had a nose bleed and my grandma was like its cus of your phone

homophobia is pointless

i find u everywhere whats ur secrets 

help i wanna be ur friend so bad

i want your opinion on this
          i told my uncle abt my friend(me cus im not out yet and not ready to come out)
          and he says its a sin as god made man and woman, queerness goes against the natural design i said but i said my friend is atheist, he said it doesnt matter cus god is and still will be god nothing stops that, (i didnt say anything to that cus im somewhat pretending to be christian cus im a pretty perfect christian princess) he also said its not a choice bc you can control feelings
          he talked abt a wife fighting w/ her husband and when her bsf called her mood changed to something really happy
          but heres the thing, i dont think he knows abt masking and suppressing like she could faking it just so her friend doesnt worry or theyre just really good friends that whenever she called it always lifted her mood,
          another thing he said if i stab my hand i will feel pain, but i can have a positive reaction if i choose, but you cant as its something thta will never go away itll always be there, i described everything of how it felt to be with a girl (cus the "friend" mentioned was a girl aka me) i said she wanted to be with one sooo bad, she tried to be with men even learn how but happiness never came and he said "well she WANTED, she chose to be with one too, but she couldve chosen men" but i said wouldnt god want us to be happy? he said well overall that he would want a relationship with us and for us to be obedientand and i didnt say anything else cus i didnt want to be to visible or sum shit

i just realized how much swearing i do 
          holy fuck

im writing things down from this christian booklet talking abt the spirit-filled life whilst i watch the most gayest edits, amv and shit of sam and deena
          sameena for life fuckers