@zeeadaj yeah, of course, I don't mind. Idk how to explain it but I don't get that same type of joy I used to get when I release books anymore. Before when I first got on here, in 2013-ish, it was more engaging, but now it's different (and maybe that's partly my fault). There's also not much motivation (on my end) to continue most of the books I've published and currently have in my drafts. I have the ideas for them but not the motivation to finish them. Also, I'm starting to feel like they're not good enough, I'm really hard on myself, so I tend to think my books aren't good enough by default. It might be better if I give myself a break and come back later but then it makes me think what if it's too late once I decide to come back.