You know that moment when your little sister has two really dangerous diseases without cures and your mum is and over worked nurse and your real dad is half way across the world with two kids, one of which also has a very dangerous diseases without a cure, and the dude that raised you is grumpy all the time and jumps to conclusions and is small minded and your a girl and your dating a non-binary who has a girl body but wants a boy body and your mum blams you for most of her stress and thinks that your straight and you being Pansexual is a just a big lie that you tell yourself even though its not and your 12 so no one takes you seriously when you ask for help because you dont want to feel so down all the time and you cant ask for help about the fantasies you have about your partner because no one will listen to you anyway and it's not like you could tell them because they would most lickly not be into it and if you're honest with yourself it kinda scares you that you would be turned on if your partner held a knife to your throat...
Just me?
...haha okay then