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wow it's been a minute.
I don't know if anyone is even going to read this or see this, but I never meant to be away this long. not to be dramatic but a lot has happened in my personal life that not only through me for a curb ball, but life came around and knocked me not into the ground, but into a dumpster fire that I could not get out of.
recently I've learned I have ADHD which explains so MUCH.
I was dealing with depression and battling my anxiety which makes me feel constantly overwhelmed all because of the shit that was going down with my family and school and work and I was just really tired for a long time. but I miss writing and being part of a community so much. I just feel like I've lost pieces of myself and I'm picking them back up again.
I don't want to sound like I'm full of excuses but I want to explain. for a really long time, I hated writing and it felt like everything I wrote was garbage and meaningless.
but I am so excited to be back! hopefully my work has not gotten worse!