Happy October 13th ❤︎ My favorite day in the Gregorian calendar
I’ve decided I’d come back to writing here. I took an unexpected break last year when my hamster got sick so I could focus my attention on nursing him back to health… which worked… for a month.
When he passed, I lost myself in grief that was soon interrupted by a toxic relationship with a guy. I kept writing, in private, but three months later, my dog of 14 years passed suddenly and I completely broke down. I threw myself into my career and my relationship to distract myself from the grief I couldn’t bear to embrace. And two months after that, my grandmother wanted to give our cats away. Four months later, I realized I couldn’t stay in a toxic relationship *and* continue ignoring all the grief that was piling up. So I broke up with the guy, closed my shop and took nine months to dive into myself, grieve and heal to come back anew.
I will always be healing, and I will always be a work in progress, but I’ve healed enough to find stability and balance within myself so I will never drown again.
So I’m coming back ✨ Thank you for being here.
With love, Astrid