astrixxx

god i re-read my first book reunited that i wrote approx a year ago. and boy was it soo cringe. i was basically cringing at the punctuation and the cringiness of the entire thing wahhhhhh, especially the plot and lemon chapters. proves how much a person can change in a year. and for some reason this book gote 56 votes ig? i mean HOW PEOPLE. this is absolute crap seriouslyy. i was planning to delete my first two books. but should i or should i not. so i can focus on my sanegiyuu book and my newest one

GIYUU_SAAN

@astrixxx Sadly, the exact same thing happened to me with You’re in the wind, I’m in the water, and reading back, I realized how I’ve mischaracterized my babies and how crappy and cringey the writing was, and so I unpublished it. I still have the drafts, but I can’t even read them without  skipping whole paragraphs because it’s physically unbearable.
          	  
          	  As for ur sabigiyu fic, I’ve never read it, but at the end of the day, it’s ur work, ur writing, and whatever you choose to do with it, I’ll accept it gladly<33
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astrixxx

god i re-read my first book reunited that i wrote approx a year ago. and boy was it soo cringe. i was basically cringing at the punctuation and the cringiness of the entire thing wahhhhhh, especially the plot and lemon chapters. proves how much a person can change in a year. and for some reason this book gote 56 votes ig? i mean HOW PEOPLE. this is absolute crap seriouslyy. i was planning to delete my first two books. but should i or should i not. so i can focus on my sanegiyuu book and my newest one

GIYUU_SAAN

@astrixxx Sadly, the exact same thing happened to me with You’re in the wind, I’m in the water, and reading back, I realized how I’ve mischaracterized my babies and how crappy and cringey the writing was, and so I unpublished it. I still have the drafts, but I can’t even read them without  skipping whole paragraphs because it’s physically unbearable.
            
            As for ur sabigiyu fic, I’ve never read it, but at the end of the day, it’s ur work, ur writing, and whatever you choose to do with it, I’ll accept it gladly<33
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astrixxx

hiii guys im back im gonna continue *those ocean eyes* but currently its on hiatus as im gonna focus on my new published book: 
          Threads To Our Intertwined Hearts~ From Me To You
          so its not related to fanfiction, kny, anime or anything.
          its my own story created from my imagination and ideas in which i want to spread emotions through.
          well this is getting weirdly sentimental but imma post 2 chapters every week to stay realistically consistent. soooo my readers who read other books other than kny 
          plss feel free to drop by and read it! and might as well drop a few comments and votes~ ;)
          ~ byeeeee luv astrixxx

astrixxx

guys im heartbroken....one of the most horrible things that could happen to an author has happened to me....
          As you all know im currently writing a sanegiyuu fanfic: THOSE OCEAN EYES
          and as i have told you all that i've been writing all the chapters to post all at once so you guys wouldnt have to wait a long time for new ones and i would have more time to produce more content... 
          now what has happened you see... ive successfully completed 15 chapters! 
          but my cousin sister (younger) had found all my drafts and..... 
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          deleted them.... 
          each chapter had atleast 3000 f#ckin words , i had worked alot..... wahhhh i wanna cry so bad, well it isnt the worst scenario like for example she couldve accidently shown my mum and dad so phew thats outta the picture
          but...
          WHYYYYY GOD WHYYYY MEEEE WHYYYYYYYY 
          im so so soooo sorry to all my expectant fellow readers who were hoping or not hoping for updates. my heart is completely shattered. this freakin sucks. now i've lost all hope. i have to do it all over again... pray for me people. please i need it and i cant bring myself to discontinue it so im gonna take a break...  and this year i have checkpoints  cambridge students i think yk what im talking abt so the pressures on. i wont be online that much anymore and my postings will be very irregular, until next year. ilysm guys i dont want to let yall down. i'll make it up somehow alright??? 
          ~~~ until then urs truly astrixxx
          PS if anyone have insta do share plzz i'd love to have more frnds

OliPika

@astrixxx *yoinks a knife* aight im ready >:3 and yayy
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astrixxx

@DatMuiBish141272727 of course we persist ‍✌✌
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astrixxx

@OliPika yess pls all of u guys come and murder her  and np it doesn’t matter if u don’t have anyother social media, we’re still friends
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astrixxx

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DatMuiBish141272727

Hi! I wrote a fanfic you seemed to like a lot, messy melodies of an ocean. I'm trying to get my readers back since I had to make the fanfic again cause I lost my old account. If you're still interested in the fanfic, you can read it on this account!

DatMuiBish141272727

Oh illness,  I've gotten sick badly a couple times myself, it's definitely NOT a fun time. I hope you get better soon!
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astrixxx

@DatMuiBish141272727 omg to so much I’m so glad you like my writing, I look forward to reading yours too, btw I won’t be able to post much cuz of illness, strict parent, yada yada but thanks, it really means a lot ❤️
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GIYUU_SAAN

Hi and tysm for the follow! May I also ask why lol??

astrixxx

@GIYUU_SAAN and i really do appreciate ur concern for minors and age appropriate content, im actually an aspiring writer so i like tasting different genres and different age levels and maturity it explains why my current work has 18 + stuff even though im not supposed to i like to take a grasp on different styles, to be frank i write children books for my moms preschool and narrate the moral stories
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astrixxx

@GIYUU_SAAN true true , i mean it all depends on the readers imagination and pleasure, and u write so good . i seriously am a crappy writer lmao
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astrixxx

@GIYUU_SAAN yesss i mean sure there are many fan theories of shipping giyuu and sanemi with different charecters, god they even ship sanemix obanai or giyuu x obanai when clearly it is explicitly shown that obanai and mitsuri loved eachother
            and my friends just kept pestering me to do sabigiyuu i mean they have a sibling dynamic considering that sabito acts like an older brother, and in my opinion the ship between shinazugawa and giyuu is relevant but for me they r meant to be mortal enemies, and i think ik why they ship sanemi with kanae more i mean if you read the manga they would implicitly imply that sanemi liked kanae as himejima had mentioned something like that but as u said its not confirmed. but seriously even though giyushino seems most likely i really do hate the way that the pesky insect hashira likes to annoy and torment giyuu, makes me sad lol
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