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Honestly, no one may ultimately see this but I am not happy. I haven’t been for a while and I’ve become so unhappy I’ve lost my interest in writing, 2019 is not starting off a great year and I just need to go away for a while so I can better myself mentally and physically. I thought that I was getting better but apparently not. I just feel this immense sadness most of the time, I’ve cried so much I can’t even shed a tear. I’m completely numb while writing this, I literally can’t feel anything and I just need to get my shit together otherwise everything is just gonna burn and crash. I’m just so tired and I need to find my way back and I’m so sorry if it takes a while and I’m so sorry for people who read my books and I’m so sorry for not getting the requests out, I was trying to write even when I didn’t feel like, I was trying to make sure all of you were happy but now I’ve gotten to the point where I literally physically, emotionally and mentally can’t. So this is me saying see you later (not goodbye because I’ll be back).
-Gabrielle Eliza ❤️