@astroidruinedvenus
When I say I want someone to love me like my best friend I literally wish there was someone like her cause like she treats me like a princess, like I feel too tired to walk she’ll pick me up on her back or if my shoes are untied she’d tie them (and if I fell, she’d laugh first then help), she writes notes for me when she knows I’m gonna be too tired to do it, she helps me when I get hurt and she buys me food :3
Its not fair the fact that people have their baby siblings in their hands and they get to play with them and keep them safe while my baby sister is in the hospital with a tube in her body to feed her pre-mature body. Shes looks like me but it hurts my heart to see her hooked up to wires and to see the the needle in her hand is bigger than her hand, I couldn’t even get to have a minute with her and my dad keeps telling me about how theres a 50-50 chance she might not make it and I know, I know, I really fucking know. I knew from the day my mom went to the hospital that she’d give birth way earlier than her due date and I was so scared that I would have to make the choice of who gets to live, a baby whos just entered this world or the person who gave me life. But now I’m terrified my parents are gonna sit me down and tell the news about her. I just want to see her home and in my arms. The fact the person I told first about my mom’s pregnancy, what I think the gender is and how excited I am wasn’t even here from me to tell her its a baby girl. She left me and I hope she’ll be back (shes not dead but it honestly feels like it)
OMG?? THE THEME BYE I LJVE IT
its the fact that I think abt u almost everyday but never say hi
I’m reading this fanfic and it’s about two boys but one of the boys doesn’t love the younger boy like the younger boy loves him and y’all I get that so much like the author really shows how much pain he is in and I haven’t cried to a fanfic in a long time anyways I’m bawling
HAPPY LEEHAN DAY
New theme
Nvm chat I went to Ellie and Mason house and got better
Good night
Am I cooked?
Chat I fear I might die…
I have a stomach ache cause I drank too much Mountain Dew and ate lots of candy today and it’s like 2am, my parents are in the hospital, my sister is sleeping and my aunt is downstairs sleeping so like I need to shit fr cause it hurts so bad