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I’m a clown for thinking mnet would announce all the rankings from the voting  it’s mnet of course they wouldn’t do that :( 
          now i’m going to be spending all my spring break with anxiety  

you got me going dumb du du dumb du du dumb insane got me dumb du du dumb du du dumb~

~rant~
          
          i found out the origin of “jeeties” and it’s absolutely disgusting. a tiktok showed up on my fyp of OP explaining it and her ex is a disgusting person. it’s the same person who had the video call scandal with Jisung and it breaks my heart to see that OP has tried to bring up the fact that that person is an abuser and pedophile. stays mostly just pushed back the video call scandal and i won’t lie i did too but now that i’ve seen all this i really wish that stays could bring more light upon this. i brought it up to some of my stay friends but they said that there really isn’t anything we can do. i can’t sleep right now because i hate all this. Although it doesn’t all involve Jisung or Straykids it’s just disgusting that this person has done this and there’s probably many out there who are similar to this person. I hope more stays will find out about this situation so that maybe just maybe something can be done. 
          
          i’m going through a lot of emotions right now because of this. i’m a very empathetic person so i’m not exactly taking all this well. 

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Seulgi and Irene made my heart race so fast with that beautiful stunning mv of Monster 
          
          I’ve never been so speechless over an mv and then that almost kiss scene literally made my jaw drop 
          
          It’s by far my favorite mv of 2020 so far

After listening to Blackpink’s How You Like That a couple times i still have mixed feelings on it. 
          
          In my opinion it was very underwhelming for over a year of waiting. The chorus felt very empty and i was expecting more. I’ll admit its catch and it’s obviously gonna be a big hit considering it’s Blackpink but i really wish the girls could explore more concepts and different sounds instead of following the same formula. 
          
          I also know lots of people will say “oh but it’s a pre release” but that’s what i dont like about pre releases they either disappoint me and don’t make me look forward to the album or they hype me up too much to be disappointed with the album.
          
          The mv, visuals, make up, and outfits were stunning and i love them but the song itself is very meh to me. It really isn’t anything new. Of course i blame YG for being a shit company. I hope the girls can have more freedom with their music in the future.

I woke up randomly at 5:02 am and i saw “stray kids m/v” on a youtube notification and immediately fully woke up to watch
          
          I’m shaking in excitement and I’m listening to the album right now
          
          I can’t wait for my album to come in <3

Twice’s More & More!!! I love it the dance is so fun to learn too or maybe that’s just me loving Twice choreographies :) 
          
          I also preordered Straykids’ limited edition album!

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I sent a dm to a YouTuber i watch not expecting a reply but they replied and im freaking out. I still think im dreaming cuz it’s past 12:30am