Hey bro, I just saw your vent. Just know that I (and many others here) care about you. You're awesome. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here (we can talk on reddit/ Discord if you want/can). Just keep your head up. Life sucks I get it, but it'll get better.
I'm not great at talking, sorry, but please talk to somebody. You're not alone in this world. I get life can suck, but it's always worth living. So stay gold may the force be with you. Have a good day/night/life, don't forget to smile (when you feel like it), cry if you need to,Jedi out.