Jongho's Glasses

"When the time comes, and I'm down to my last seven minutes — the seven minutes that let you relive all of your best memories, I already know what they'll be. The first time that we met, the way you barged into my bedroom instead of the bathroom, and how you scrambled to find an apology. The first time that you decided to spend time with me instead of everyone you were actually there to see, and how you didn't give me a choice. You laid down on my bed like it was yours and talked to me while I finished my homework, and the conversation flowed as if we were picking up where we left off in a previous lifetime. I'll remember all the times we went out, pretending to be on dates. I'll remember the way you grabbed my hand and ran towards anything that looked like fun, and how you would forget to let go. There will be at least a thousand memories flashing one by one of your smile, because nothing could ever be more important to me than seeing it again. Your laugh will ring in my ears for the final time, and I'll pass away in the comfort of loving you as I always have.
          
          If there is no eternity after this; if this is really the end, I'll be forever grateful for getting to love you for these final seven minutes."
          
          –The Jongsang book I wrote almost 6 years ago.

Deleting all my drafts that aren't at least 10 chapters and it took almost an hour. Began seriously understanding how I failed my sophomore and junior year of high school.

I've put some careful thought and consideration into it, and I've decided I'm no longer going to write fanfiction.
          
          Obviously I've been inactive in the writing scene for years now, because when I don't have writer's block after months on end of struggling with it, nothing I write looks right to me and I refuse to publish it.
          
          HOWEVER.
          
          I mayyyyyyybeeee might be rewriting Illusion.
          
          For all two and a half people that still know I exist on here, you deserve the peace of having your favorite book back.
          
          There are going to be some changes though. Instead of multiple books with central ships, my goal is one book with the COMPLETE, and Ateez ONLY story. Looking back on it, having 40 books in the series to include every group I was hyperfixating on for a brief period was an awful idea.
          
          The lore is changing slightly. And for obvious reasons I have to remove Moonbin from book as San's best friend, because using him as a character for my own convenience of not changing details seems incredibly disrespectful.
          
          Unless of course, nobody cares anymore lol.

Let me preface this by saying an idol's height has NOTHING to do with their talent.
          
          HOWEVER
          
          Some people base their biases off of their actual taste in romantic partners.
          
          So how short do you have to be to bias idols like Hwanwoong, Hongjoong, Myungjun, Woozi, Stray Kids??
          
          Most people that want their men to be taller are talking at least half a foot so are some of you just NOT 5 feet tall at all? You're just out here knowing that if a family of five went to Subway there would be more collective bread than you could stand up to?

My man is getting all the respect he deserves on his name after Coachella but y'all better back OFF. Damn heathens that's MY MAN. I was here first

This reminds me of when we were young trend but do it with your biases like a delulu bitch.
          
          My first ult and I are 20 and 30 but we were 14 and 23 :)

Throwback to literally just a week ago when I forced my boyfriend to listen to Sticker so he'll think of it every time he remembers the first night I spent at his house.

Being as delusional as I am for Jongho is WILD. I'll be sitting there cooking up the most out of pocket nonsensical bullshittery just to come to the realization that I have an actual boyfriend.
          
          Crazy.

Don't mind me, just going back to stare at Jongho's concept photos every five minutes.

I hate my job please universe give me the money to quit so I can spend 2am-10am in BED like a real person