atelophobia-days

Ive been soo in active on wattpad. I've been enjoying a lot of books out of watty recently. I actually got around in reading the HP series and Stephanie Perkins' series too. Plus tons of sappy love stories. But HP IS LIT AF. I think i am officially a potterhead woOps

atelophobia-days

Ive been soo in active on wattpad. I've been enjoying a lot of books out of watty recently. I actually got around in reading the HP series and Stephanie Perkins' series too. Plus tons of sappy love stories. But HP IS LIT AF. I think i am officially a potterhead woOps

atelophobia-days

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i know no one is going to read this but I need to let it out somewhere.
          tbh, my parents don't understand why I love music so much and how much the people who make music is so important to me. They say that I waste my money on concerts and merch and albums and I always put time on searching about them all day but they just don't understand. Music and the artists behind them helped me get through life and makes me happy. Life is fucked up but when I hear them and their music, my life isn't all fucked up anymore. They make it a bit better. And the people I meet on the internet serves as my 2nd family bc I can't even talk to my family without being awkward. I can't tell them what I feel and sometimes they put me down. So they can't blame me for putting so much effort on seeing and getting updated in their music. I didn't cut because of them. And I really wanted to but bc of them I didn't. I just hate iy when they say that I'm wasting my time on them bc they say "they don't know you exist"
          I GET IT. THEY DON'T KNOW I EXIST AND IT HURTS BUT IF SEEING THEM HAPPY AND DOING WHAT THEY LOVE MEANS THEY DON'T GET TO MEET ME, SO BE IT BECAUSE I OWE THEM A LOT. I THANK GOD I WAS ABLE TO KNOW THEM. 
          
          rant over.