im just going through life I feel fine cuz I feel nothing that's how it normally is but now im just miserable I wish I could say I wish it was like when I used to be happy but I don't even know when or what that means cuz its just been fear and worry trying to prove im enough trying to play the act they wanted but now im just no one im lost im not meant for life its just painful and struggle I just can't try I don't want to
I just wanted my dad to feel proud but never cared from the beginning im just his reassurance that's he's right an actor for his show if I show im not ok im the problem im ruining everything I feel guilty just like he wants me to but I don't want to go back
Have you eaten?
Have you had a good night sleep?
Have you smiled?
Have you gone poop?
Have you spent try time with family?
Have you farted?
Have you studied for that test coming up?
Are you excited for Christmas break?
im just going through life I feel fine cuz I feel nothing that's how it normally is but now im just miserable I wish I could say I wish it was like when I used to be happy but I don't even know when or what that means cuz its just been fear and worry trying to prove im enough trying to play the act they wanted but now im just no one im lost im not meant for life its just painful and struggle I just can't try I don't want to
I just wanted my dad to feel proud but never cared from the beginning im just his reassurance that's he's right an actor for his show if I show im not ok im the problem im ruining everything I feel guilty just like he wants me to but I don't want to go back
Hello tbh I'm not good at it and I'm still learning but sometimes we have to let go it hurts but it'll just hurt more if you don't let go accept and come to terms with it if it's meant to be in you life it'll stay or it'll come back and if it doesn't then we can get over it with the people that are willing to be there I love you all and I hope your doing well and I'm sorry if this doesn't make to much sense I'm to lazy to double check it
Question do any of you know that kazuscara fanfic the name of it is like bathroom floor or something I'm not sure but I need to find and I can't I really want to read it if any of you could help pls do
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