athenadanei

im just going through life I feel fine cuz I feel nothing that's how it normally is but now im just miserable I wish I could say I wish it was like when I used to be happy but I don't even know when or what that means cuz its just been fear and worry trying to prove im enough trying to play the act they wanted but now im just no one im lost im not meant for life its just painful and struggle I just can't try I don't want to

funtimefaryn

@athenadanei Ik it hurts bby, but let’s power through this together
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athenadanei

I just wanted my dad to feel proud but never cared from the beginning im just his reassurance that's he's right an actor for his show if I show im not ok im the problem im ruining everything I feel guilty just like he wants me to but I don't want to go back
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funtimefaryn

Have you eaten?
          Have you had a good night sleep?
          Have you smiled?
          Have you gone poop? 
          Have you spent try time with family?
          Have you farted? 
          Have you studied for that test coming up?
          Are you excited for Christmas break?

funtimefaryn

have you pooped?
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athenadanei

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@funtimefaryn ya
            no
            ig
            no
            fuck them
            no
            failed
            no
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athenadanei

im just going through life I feel fine cuz I feel nothing that's how it normally is but now im just miserable I wish I could say I wish it was like when I used to be happy but I don't even know when or what that means cuz its just been fear and worry trying to prove im enough trying to play the act they wanted but now im just no one im lost im not meant for life its just painful and struggle I just can't try I don't want to

funtimefaryn

@athenadanei Ik it hurts bby, but let’s power through this together
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athenadanei

I just wanted my dad to feel proud but never cared from the beginning im just his reassurance that's he's right an actor for his show if I show im not ok im the problem im ruining everything I feel guilty just like he wants me to but I don't want to go back
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athenadanei

Yo what's up been gone for a while I started learning guitar and I've been practicing at art to wbu

ThatFanOfManyFandoms

@athenadanei idk i just feel like Im D Y I N G
            On the inside that is 
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athenadanei

Hello tbh I'm not good at it and I'm still learning but sometimes we have to let go it hurts but it'll just hurt more if you don't let go accept and come to terms with it if it's meant to be in you life it'll stay or it'll come back and if it doesn't then we can get over it with the people that are willing to be there I love you all and I hope your doing well and I'm sorry if this doesn't make to much sense I'm to lazy to double check it