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the urge to go completely radio silent for seven years like alastor is reeeeaaallyyy strong rn

so fucking tired of the "nobody cared...." "nobody noticed...." posts about lucifer. CHARLIE WAS BY HIS SIDE THE SECOND HE CLIMBED OUT OF THAT MACHINE. SHE LITERALLY RAN OVER TO HIM. but at the same time, she was seeing her friend (who she thought was dead but actually went to heaven) for the first time since the battle that he died in, and they'd just finished saving pentagram city from mass destruction. shut the fuck up with your "nobody cared" bullshit. charlie cared. she ran over to check if he was okay.

did i seriously forget to say happy new years. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!! i hope everyone has a great 2026 !
          
          i age in 18 days and im NOT looking forward to it

i hate how i need things to be in order all the time. i MUST organize things alphabetically or by color depending on what it is. if something doesnt match it actually ruins my day. its to the point where if im like- in genshin coop for example, i will pull out characters that match whoever else is in the world (or who i perceive match them, ie same element/nation) because of this ongoing headspace thing i have where all the characters exist in the same space and they're separated into groups by element and gender and they just kinda exist. and sometimes i escape to that place for hours because. well. why the hell not
          
          back to the original topic: i hate how i need to organize everything. my boards on pinterest are alphabetized and it makes scrolling thru trying to find specific pins a nightmare because i have so many boards

is a rui card really so much to ask for…..

merry christmas & happy holidays to everyone !! i hope everyone can find and share some love and joy today <3
          
          speaking of sharing love... i wanted to say thank you to everyone who follows me, whether you've been around for years or just found me recently. its so amazing to think that i spat some words on a page and people liked it enough to engage. ive always been very grateful for the support i've received and continue to receive on my books. love you all <3

ok genuinely i need to know if im the one overreacting here. over the past week, my sister's had her friend over almost every single day. now, one thing to note about me is i'm extremely introverted. even one outing will leave me drained. the first day, i ignored sister's friend as best as i could, but ended up getting scolded for that. she's actually pretty nice, but i still feel overwhelmed. i view my home as my safe space where i can exist without the constant anxiety that comes with being around other people, but sister's friend has been here every day, and it's messing me up. i had a panic attack earlier at the thought of sister's friend coming here again (spoiler alert: she's here, and is staying the night). father doesn't understand, no matter how i try to explain it. he just thinks im letting it get to me, so im genuinely wondering like- am i actually overreacting ? or am i right to be upset over how often sister's friend is here?

the idea of riding horses irl terrifies me, but wild horse islands on roblox is literally one of my favorite games. im so attached to these digital horses

funny how the people who hate on characters like vox, alastor, adam, etc, etc, are so quick to defend charlie. "people hate her because she has flaws!" people hate her because she's naive and often puts her own goals above the people she claims to care about. she couldn't care less how someone actually feels as long as she gets her point across, and that is the EXACT flaw these same charlie defenders hate other characters for. "alastor is selfish and cruel!" they cry, then turn to defend a girl who prioritized her online image over the feelings of someone who risked his life for her. "vox only cares about himself!" they shout, but jump to defend someone who pushes her own ideals, often to the detriment of those around her. the hypocrisy is appalling.
          
          and this is only about the hardcore charlie stans who will defend her until their last breath and not listen to any actual argument. love to the charlie fans who just want to spread love like our main girlie. <3

i miss my mom so bad why do my parents have to live on completely opposite sides of the country