@atlasscrumpit I get it. My Reggie was my little shadow as he would follow me around. There are moments when I would cry because of memories, it's something that I knew that he would pass sooner due to his medical condition and old age, but I was in denial and in pain. Believe me, it's not easy especially the first year or more but soon you'll be fine like TheShipper1628 said, they leave paw prints. It's true. My cousin sent me another Yorkie ; Fluffy, exactly like Reggie, as he wanted me to heal. It did help but there's moments when I look at him and get memories of Reggie and it's bittersweet for me. I really have no words but just condolences, but please take care of yourself. Apologies for the long message.