THEconfusedARSONIST
idk if u remember me but i was eepysleepysnoozer on tumblr and i just got back into yansim again and found ur old wattpad. hope ur doing ok( *´・ω)/(；д； )
atlastarz
atlastarz
i need help i can’t do this anymore
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my dad’s disappointed in me my mom probably is too even if she doesn’t say it. god i’m disgusting. why can’t i be better why can’t i do better why can’t i just be normal again. i used to be able to do this. how long has it been since i brushed my teeth. one month? two months? longer? idk. i shower and i change my clothes and i even change my sheets often enough. well fuck idk if i do i went like three months without changing them last time and they felt like they had crumbs in there and i slept in there anyway. please i feel like i’m going to break.
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why don't i have a purpose. everyone else does things that matter but i don't. i never finish my art i never talk to anyone i never win. i can't do anything important. i wish they had just let me die. fuck why didn't they let me die??
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always the dumbest things that make me spiral like this like ohhhhh you played an arcade game your cousin played it later ohhh you should just die you clearly have no purpose
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i can't explain it i feel like atlas is the fuckboy of flamboyant names
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oog mothers day
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apparently whenever i'm on my period i get so bloated i go up a dress size. so that's nice /sar
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i know this because i spent all day wearing a pair of women's jeans and when i got home i felt like i was going to Die
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ow ow ow my cat is lying against me so i can't move nd my neck is in suchh a painful position
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oohg got the password for this back let's go :3