atouchstarvedgay
Happy New Year's Eve!!! :3
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atouchstarvedgay
Just wanted to say that I'm doing better than before but I will be spending less time on Wattpad until I get out of this weird limbo of
"Ah it's such a beautiful day!"
"Life is absolutely meaningless."
I will be talking with anyone that either responds to me or reaches out, but for now I will only read to support and tune in on any work pieces that my top authors and friends publish + pop into random conversations. You guys don't have to worry about me that much in the future just in case you already have. Happy holidays everyone! (Grammar might be bad, I know, I am very sleep deprived right now). Byeeee love y'all <33
atouchstarvedgay
@L3tTubb0_Hav3Nuk3s thank you, you didn't sound cringy, you're offering help and it's really something I need, thank you <33
Caoticcat78
HOPE YOUR DOING OKAY AND HAD A GOOD CHRISTMAS
atouchstarvedgay
@Caoticcat78 I DID NOT HAVE A GOOD CHRISTMAS BUT THAT DOESN'T MATTER BC I HOPE YOU DID!!! <33
atouchstarvedgay
So I mentioned I was going to a mental hospital a while ago and even though I got discharged a bit after, y'all are still BOMBARDING me support and I really can't thank you guys enough. Y'all are so sweet, nice, and caring and showed me that people will actually miss me when I'm gone and care about my suffering, even if they don't know me. I love you guys so, so much. I HOPE Y'ALL HAVE A NICE DAY and that everything nice that will ever happen to y'all will be for a reason ❤️❤️❤️
atouchstarvedgay
@atouchstarvedgay AWWWW @TheFruityGhost and @IAmTheDoggo + everyone else that will/has supported me, thank you so, so much you have no idea what this means to me, knowing people care <3
atouchstarvedgay
So, hi. I wanted to say I love y'all sm, but my mental health has been struggling for a while, and I'm going to the hospital today. It's my decision to get better. We'll see if they accept me into the hospital. Take care everyone, I'll be back soon <3333
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@Acai400 Aww thank you!! I have short term memory so I forgot who you are. I'm so sorry I'm so stupid but my brain doesn't work right, either way even though I forgot who you are (Finding Dory vibes) I really appreciate your support. Thank you so, so much. I really find comfort in people who still remember me when I don't remember them and pull through when I need them <3333
Acai400
@atouchstarvedgay you supported me and i will send my support, glad you got to go even if it was a short while because it can be very helpful to heal
TheFruityGhost
what did you get on your Spotify wrapped??
atouchstarvedgay
Being on discord late at night is truly an experience, I'm either
1. Tired
2. Wattpad behavior
Or/and
3. Autism/silly becomes enhanced
It's currently 1:27, I'm going to hate myself in the morning I can feel it in my bones-
atouchstarvedgay
@HSfan1121 I updated the link so hopefully it works now! I know you already have my discord but I just wanted to let you know :3
atouchstarvedgay
That feeling when you spot one of your followers acting down bad in a comment section is scary
atouchstarvedgay
When me and gang pull up to NY for a meetup after being long distance friends just for the ops to hide away: >:(
atouchstarvedgay
Who was going to tell me sad-ist has allegations? Like if it's real and it's something bad I'm done.
atouchstarvedgay
@Caoticcat78 Wish I could be like you, when I get hyper fixated I don't let go not only because I can't, but because it makes me really sad when I do and I'm too busy to deal with that right now. Atp I've gotten used to separating the actual people from their characters
Caoticcat78
@atouchstarvedgay I know I’m sick of it I’m actually kinda scared to get into fandoms where there are actual people everone fans over I’m only really into anime stuff now